Camp Campbell Is the Place For me and you❤️ ( Max x Neil/MaxNeil)

dont just dont.. (+ AN)

    Max
I noticed that Neil had been ignoring me lately. Maybe it's because he is sick. Eh I don't fucking know. I am sitting out side on a deceased log looking at the ground. I am really worried about Neil. I don't know why but when I look at him my stomach gets all sick? I don't know. It's just weird. My parents never taught me about this love shit so I have no idea. I look at the ground and sigh. Preston looks at me with a look of worry in his eyes and he said, " what's wrong love?" I shook my head 'no' and got up and walked away.

(1 week time skip)

Neil
I sigh and look at my full plate for breakfast. It was that stupid 'Camp Day' thing David was talking about and I just wanted to curl up in my cot and sleep. But no I have to fucking get up deal with my mop ass hair and be here at camp. So this will be fun right? Wrong. I felt something soft hit the back of my head and I grabbed it. It was a shirt that said 'Camp Day' on it. It was yellow, and the size was an adult small. I put it on and pull off my swear underneath the t-shirt. "Damn Neil! That shirts only an adult small right! That's so baggy on you." Nikki said. I looked down at the shirt and she was right the shirt was quite baggy on my slim figure. So I stood up and tucked in the shirt to my high waisted jeans. I sat back down and pushed my full plate full of shit food away from me and looked at David. "Alright campers! As you all may know today is Camp Day! For our first rotation you will just be free to do whatever outside and then we will be inside and finally we will watch a movie." David said. We were soon unleashed and all of my fellow campers bolted outside. I on the other hand just walked behind all of them. I sat down at the theater camp and went into deep thought. I feel this hole in my stomach and a crack in my heart. I just don't know what the point of life is anymore. I already self harm so what's the difference in just ending it all. I don't know. Do I ever know anything. No not really. I feel the wind brush in my hair. I look at the trees and see the leaves flowing in the wind. I sigh and look back down. I look at all the other kids playing. Smiling, laughing, having fun, being happy. Happiness the one thing I could never feel. Maybe because I am so depressed. Maybe. Maybe not. I don't know I'm just a dumb 16 year old minor who wants to die. I look at Nikki she is smiling. I'm not. I'm alone. Nobody cares. Nobody wants you around. Just end it. It's just one jump away. I was shake out of my trance to somebody shaking me and saying my name. Tears were streaming down my face and I was shaking. "Neil?" The voice says. I turn to see who it is and it's Max. I feel sick and like sobbing more. I look to see Preston next to Max. " I-I'm sorry I-I'll leave you too a-alone" I say and hop off the stage and leave. I hear footsteps behind me and a pair of arms wrap around my waist. I look down and see blue sleeves. Max. Why is he doing thing he is with Preston. "What are you doing." I say. "Well I um wanted to see if you were okay. You were crying and looked like you were going to pass out." Max said. "I'm fine. It's nothing." I said. "You sure Neil you know I'm here. Neil you are the most amazing friend I have ever had. And you are probably the only person I will tell that to. You mean so much to me Neil and I mean that" Max said. I looked at him shocked. He doesn't mean it. He is lying to you. Sappy shit from Max it's a lie.

        

                                      "Save your sappy shit for your boyfriend Max. Don't just don't use     that lie on me" I say and walk away.

(A\N: I HAVE A QUESTION.
If you have a boyfriend (witch I don't single as a Pringle) and you read an 'X Reader' is that considered cheated? Comment your answer. And thx for reading this shitty book!❤️)