FINDING TOMMOROW

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Hello IVY, Carrie snapped me back to reality, it been a year since that night and I couldn’t  forget it I still  remember his name Alonso but  not his face, I used my social media account to search for him but nothing came up, I didn’t tell Carrie about that night, I didn’t want to subject myself to weeks on ‘why you should marry as a virgin’ Carrie’s dad is a pastor and she walked in his footsteps, I stare at my fries remembering how I woke up the next day to an empty bed even though we didn’t have sex and went all oral, It was still the best night of my life and i honestly want a repeat of it again, we had a good conversation maybe  he didn't  find me attractive, I sucked like he wanted me to, he told me I tasted good or is it the fact that I am a virgin he left ‘am really tired, let’s go home’  I drop the content of the tray into the trash, I bump into someone a very handsome guy, you see only magazine cover, I had seen his face before but not sure ‘miss IVY Don’ Pedro’ he said my name softly and kiss my hand he knew me ‘of course he knows you dumb ass every one almost you, you’ve been on magazine cover people actually read it you know’ I saw my bodyguard looking agitated, I waved them off they knew I am fine, Carrie just stared at him like a three years old child looking at a new toy ‘my name is Vince’ he has this aura of someone who lived in luxury I couldn’t place my hand on it but I could feel it at the tip of my tongue ‘well Vince, we are about to hit the road’; ‘I don’t mind I can stare at him all day’ Carrie said, Carrie didn’t have any ounce of shame in her, she just blurted anything she thinks aloud, he smirked ‘can I get your number mi’amore’ I looked around and pointed to myself ‘me’ he smirked.
I opened the door to my room, Dominica entered, she has been in charge of taking care of me since I remembered, she opened the window, the mid afternoon sun almost blinded eye ‘Dominica, I wanna sleep’ she looked at me briefly ‘due to your absencial you were not informed you are accompanying your father to a dinner meeting by 9pm’ she looked at her watch ‘oh look the time is 4;30, RED would he here by 6’0 then you’ll have your dress fitting’ then by 7’0 clock; you have your makeup artist in here to do your make up, by 8;30 you and your father leaves for the venue of the dinner meeting’ after she is done. I groaned and pressed my pillow to my face ‘Dominica I didn’t chose this life’ I heard the door shut.
The venue of the dinner is really magnificent the decorators must have really put much effort into this ‘and this is my beautiful daughter; IVY’ my father introduced me to the sons of his business partners, I personally felt like he is doing a match making between up someone ‘you look most lovely tonight IVY’ I knew that voice any day, ‘you clean up nice yourself’ I told him ‘I look handsome everyday babe’ he took my hand and kissed it, I looked over to my father and saw he is very busy talking to some of his business partners ‘let’s get out of here’ I looked around once more nodded and left.
‘so you’re telling me that a rodent ran across the room and you just stood on the bed’ he flashed me his perfect white teeth, we’ve been talking for about 30 minutes now and not for a minute was I bored, Vince is full of life ‘so tell me what’s your love life like’ my heart stopped for a second, Alonso flashed through my mind ‘there’s nothing interesting about my love life Vince’ Vince looked at me In disbelieve ‘no way you are not’ I nodded ‘since the day I was born ‘haven’t you ever masturbated or fingered yourself at list get some little action’ I smiled ‘well I’ve gotten some little action for myself but it’s been a year now, it was on a day like this only it was my birthday’ Vince listened ‘well I believe he simply gave you a birthday gift since you’ve never kissed before’ I tensed ‘i never told you that’ he smiled ‘coming from a girl like you it is hard to guess’
That night as I lay on my bed, Vince words just kept repeating itself in my head ‘haven’t you ever masturbated’ in self-doubt I took out my phone and after minutes of searching I came across porn videos on how to masturbate, I watched as the lady worked he finger on and into her clit, softly and hard,  she made use of toys, I mentally made note that I would buy a few later, I slowly reached my hand down to my core and stroked it like the lady did in the video, it didn’t take long before I started moaning, I began to recall that very night, I dived a finger in like Alonso did then a second and third finger, I pumped into my clit hard the pleasure felt so good, I reached my peak and came undone on my hind.
Carrie and I were having breakfast when I heard RED’s voice ‘red what are you doing here it’s 9 in the morning’ I said all at once ‘and a good morning to you, and no not everything is about you this is my time; I just came to invite Elvis to the opening of one of my friend make up studio and then he said he couldn’t come because he had to do this job, blah.. Blah... blah, IVY babe just tell Elvis to come along’ this is a one in a life time opportunity I couldn’t pass out from ‘so if I convinced  Elvis to go along you’ll let me pick my dress for the next three weeks’ RED looked like he wanted to swallow me ‘IVY pick something else you are my walking master piece, I don’t want you looking like a piece of trash walking around’ he folded his arms ‘then I guess Elvis would be attending that opening with you and having the next three days off’ the way RED looked at me seemed he wanted to swallow me ‘really girl don’t play with my emotion thank you’ he gave me a side hug ‘so I can pick my cloth myself’ he looked at me ‘you can wear trash for all I care as long as I have Elvis’ Carrie  shake her head, she really never liked red because of his choice in sexuality they had always being in one fight or the other ‘I don’t know why that cock suck still comes here, Lord forgive me’ she made a sign of the cross ‘just leave it’ I told her i didn’t want her to go all judge Carrie on RED
My phone rang without looking at the caller I.d I picked up ‘hello’ I heard sniff and cry, I dropped the book I am reading looked at the phone to reveal it’s Carrie mum, panic set in ‘Ms. Baker what happened’ I stood up from my bed, my heart dropped ‘she was in an accident’ I screamed aloud, my security guard came in aiming their gun to nothing in specific ‘am on my way MS. Baker’.