James's POV
can you a acutally believe I'm getting married-
For real this time, no twists, no shock plot twist, dream me did, that was genuinely messed up- but there's a sense of me that wishes I did all that crazy things
NO! I'm getting distracted- Daniel is my only love, or is he...?
I still kinda have feelings for my ex boyfriend.. but- he wouldn't like me back. I mean what's the chance on West Johnson ever liking me back...
Daniel's POV
Today's the day- the day where-
IM GETTING MARRIED! AAAAH!
Okok bye
James's POV
I need to clear my head, my head is spinning. I don't deserve love, I mess with too many emotions and everyone's hearts, I- i
I need to go to for a walk I find the nearest park and I just walk and I plug my headphones in and the song that comes up is mad world by Gary Jules. (See video attached)
I need to leave this place. I can't do this. I text Daniel.
Daniel, babe, I love you so much. Don't forget this. But I can't, I.. I'm sorry. Forget about me, go marry someone who will give you all the love, because that's what you deserve, not me... I'm a failure. Bye forever Daniel- James x
I press send, I feel a sigh wave of relief rush over me.
I get in my car and I drive, no location, I'm just driving, I don't know when I'll stop. But goodbye friends, I'm starting over. I start to cry, I can't bring myself to stop. I'm a mistake, i can't let other people be sad through my mistakes.
The endddddddd 💜
massive an coming with everything in it 🧡
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james' affair
LosoweJames and Riley seems the perfect couple, but is James all seems. But you never know what's happening behind closed doors read to find out more.... [first book apologies if it is super cringe ahaha]
