Bitten by Five

Chapter 23

Chapter 23

So Harry and I are back to our normal selves. Which I'm very thankful for. I honestly don't know what I'd do without him. He's literally my everything. It would kill me if something ever happened to him.

The only thing is, Harry and I are back to normal, but Louis left. I know why he left, but I feel really bad. I mean, what if something happens to him while he's gone? It would be all my fault. He's my best friend and I care about him.

The whole thing is splitting my in two. I made a mistake and now I have to live with the damage. Hopefully the damage can be fixed. Maybe I should sent Lou a text.

To: The Bestfriend :)

Hey, I miss you.

It isn't a lie. I really do miss him. He's been gone for a week now. I doubt he'll even reply.

From: The Bestfriend :)

I miss you too, but this is for the good. Trust me.

I've tried to talk to Liam to see where he is, but Liam refuses to tell me.

To: The Bestfriend :)

Just be careful, wherever you are.

I never got a reply after that. Which, he left to get away from me. So why would he want to talk to me? I just have too much on my mind right now.

I decide to take a shower to relax my muscles. I grabbed my clothes and went into the bathroom and turned on the hot water. After stripping my clothes I let the hot water cover every inch of my body, instantly relaxing me.

"Babe?" I heard a deep voice call outside the bathroom.

"Yeah? Harry?" I asked the person outside the bathroom.

"Yeah, it's me. Just making sure it was you." He said and I heard the door open.

"Harry?! What are you doing?!" I yelled as he came into the bathroom.

"Can't I join my beautiful girlfriend in a nice relaxing shower?" He innocently asked me. I can just picture his dimples as he gives a goofy smile.

"Uhh, no." I confirmed laughing a bit. He's never done this before.

"But, baaabe! I love you.." He whined trying to convince me to let him in the shower.

"Get out, you weirdo!" I yelled at him laughing a bit. I heard him open the door. "I love you!"

"Yeah, yeah." He teased and left the bathroom. He is something else, but I love him to pieces.

I finally got out of the shower feeling clean and relaxed. I put on some sweat pants and a shirt. I feel a little lazy today. I simply braided my long curly reddish brown hair. I'll pass on the makeup today.

I walked downstairs and sat down next to my boyfriend and kissed his cheek. He smiled at my gesture and wrapped his arm around me, pulling me closer to his body.

"Now I have to shower, since someone didn't let me in." He whispered in my ear and kissing below my ear. He sends shivers down my spine. He gave a throaty laugh and got up, leaving me on the coach.

I don't know what's gotten into me. I want him so bad. I mean we haven't done anything too intimate together. I don't even know If Harry wants to.

I went into Harry and I's room and laid down in our bed. I guess I'm just insecure, more than I thought. I mean what if Harry doesn't even find me attractive, that way?

Before I know it, Harry entered our room with black sweat pants on, he was shirtless and his hair is still wet. He caught me staring and smirked.

"Whatcha doin?" He winked at me. I bit my lip and watched him as he grabbed a shirt.

"Don't." I said, before my mind could catch up. "Leave it off."

He looked a bit shocked at my words and to be honest I am too. He left the shirt off and came on the bed next to me.

"Gladly." He smiled and pulled me into his arms. I traced his tattoos with my finger as I laid in his arms. "I love you."

"I love you too." I told him and I looked into his eyes and saw his beautiful green eyes staring back into mine. I brushed his wet curls back from his eyes.

He brought his lips to mine, closing the gap in between us. I moved so I am straddling his lap and he wrapped his arms around my waist. He deepened the kiss and I wrapped my arms around his neck and tugged at the hair on the back of his neck.

"Rose.." He moaned into the kiss. Someone likes that. I started to grind my hips in circles on his lap. That's when I felt him rise in his pants.

He flipped us so he was on top of me. He slipped his hands under my shirt, still forcefully kissing me. He slid his knee in between my legs, making me spread my legs apart. He moved his kisses to my neck sucking lightly.

"Harry.." I moaned his name tugging at his hair. Before I knew what was happening he pulled away forcefully and jumped off the bed to get away from me. Leaving me panting on the bed confused and really insecure.

"What? W-what did I do?" I stuttered trying not to cry.

"We can't do this." He said forcefully. "I-I have to be able to control myself." I looked down not wanting to see his face and played with my fingers. I'm so stupid. I shouldn't have started this.

"I'm sorry." I said still looking down. I let a few tears slip from my eyes. What was I thinking?

"Hey, don't cry." He said in a softer tone. He kneeled down in front of me and wiped away my tears. "Believe me I want to do this, but I'm dangerous, Rose. Too dangerous and I don't want you getting hurt."

I bit my lip getting the tears to stop. I guess he's right, but the way he showed it kinda hurt. Gosh, I'm so emotional.

"Come here." He said and took my into his arms and held me close, comforting me. "I love you, so much."

"I love you too." I replied and he continued to rub my back until I calmed down. Harry started humming a song, which didn't sound familiar and I started to get sleepy.

"Go to sleep, baby." He whispered softly in my ear. I laid my head down on his chest and closed my eyes, falling asleep to the sound of his humming.

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