BROKEN

BECOMING (1)

Catch a fallen star
And put it in your
Pocket...Never let it
Fed away.....
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Its been five years later and i have become quiet a lady.
Finally in my SS3 second term and we were told to choose a course for our future career. I chose the Arts courses. Is actually the first time I went against Poppa,because he really wanted me to be a Nurse.

I chose that because i have decided to become myself,not daddy's girl. But even at that I knew deep down that no matter what i say or do,i will always be DADDY'S GIRL.
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"Why don't you be like others Tammy and get yourself a boyfriend?" Asked Fiona Matthew

"Hmmmm, what's that?" I asked her
nonchalantly

"Hold on, don't tell me you have never had a boyfriend before?" Queried Shirley, with her big sexy eyes almost bulging out.

"Nooo" I said slowly,looking up at her as if I did anything wrong

"Why?" Fiona asked me

"Dunno, maybe because i was in an all girls school"

"Are you a lesbian then?" Fiona asked me with her eyes dancing

"Hell no, that's disgusting"

I had left the missionary school I was attending and changed to a popular mixed school in our area. I had made new friends there,some I knew before.

Shirley Adolf was the bravest among the six of us in our clip. She wouldn't take shit from anybody,she was the first friend I made. Beautiful,chubby and tall,full of fun and always laughing.

Fiona Matthew was kind of the second in command. Unlike Shirley,she is slim and tall. A boss lady we call her. Charming,beautiful and kind.

Edna Martins is the meanest. We'd fight a lot of times over something. I'd gladly say she is stingy and too rude for my liking.

Miriam Otedola. Well she was just Miriam. She was from the Western part of the country. Easy going,can be callous whenever she wants to.

"Then what?"

"Abi you be virgin Mary?... Asked Miriam.

I merely smiled.

"OMG, you are a virgin?". Miriam asked, more like a statement though.

I looked up at them. And they all had a surprised shocking look on their faces.

"What?.... I asked them, getting embarrassed by their attitude.

" Babe,this is the 21st century".

"I know that and I'm proud. Matter of fact,i intend to remain that way till i get married to the man of my dreams".

" Really?"

" Oh yes. Do you know how happy my husband will be if i should get married to him as a virgin? He is going to be so proud of me. Imagine the joy...."

" Babes chill jor.... What's that one? Who is feeding you with all these nonsense?" Asked Shirley

" Listen to my voice of wisdom Ama.... No man,i repeat no man will want to marry a novice... This is the 21st century girlfriend,every man wants a girl who is experienced in bed. Both in and out,not one they will teach sexual techniques".  Added rude Edna.

I was about to reply her rudely too before the bell for recreation sounded. I left them angrily because i had an appointment with the school principal. Mrs Eunice Daniels.

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Lying on my bed,i was thinking about the little conversation i had with my friends. I was tempted to go down and discuss it with my father,but then i also remembered that i decided to make certain decisions on my own,that i want to drop that title "Daddy's girl" for a new one "Becoming".

I turned and tossed on my bed,they seemed right in their assumptions but deep down i knew that sex before marriage was wrong,at least dad taught me that.

I also thought about my dreams,my fantasies. I thought about how it will all crash and crumble if i make just one wrong move. Try as i may to take that discussion off my mind,technically, i still find myself drifting back to it.

I finally resolved to take things slowly, just to see how it unfolds gradually, hopefully i will surely prove them wrong.

Hello famz😘,
  
      Sorry for taking too long in this story, but i want to make it worth your wait 😘