I dedicate my time to things that wont last. I like the thought of risking it all for a moment. A moment that lasts a second , one that I can mourn forever. I dedicate my time to things that wont last. I have a tendency to keep polishing and fixing up a broken record it doesn't matter how long he plays the wrong song. I have a tendency to tell others he'll play soon just give him time and watch him self destruct gradually, while he repeats he's fine a million times. I have a tendency to leave my darkest imprints on the lightest of mounds , if you claw hard enough you can unearth the infatuation. I have a tendency to leave that mark on the victims i choose , not even Ted Bundy's bruises can uncover the human stains I left . I dedicate my time to things that wont last because I dont wanna live forever thats why I go for the diamond on the most forbidden thrones , but I never cherish the jewel more that the moment. Unless the jewels are within . You never lose them unless you lose yourself , and when you are already lost you have nothing to lose.
