I Will Never Let You Go

I Will Never Let You Go Chapter Four

I woke up to someone shaking me. "hey what the hell!?" I said as I sat up. "wake up"Sasori said. "I am awake dimwit" I said as I lightly smacked him upside the head. "I thought you would hit me harder than that" he said. "I didn't want to make you cry stupid" I said as I got up off of the couch. "so, what happened after I fell asleep?" I asked. "Deidara and I talked" he replied. "about what?" I asked. "stuff" he replied."so, how is it that when I woke up a few hours ago you and I were asleep together?" I asked. "Deidara went to our room, but you were asleep on my shoulder and you were lightly clinging onto me, so I laid down and went to bed" he said sitting up. "you could have carried me or something to bed" I said. "Deidara said you might kill me if I did" he replied. "well, if it's better than sleeping on the couch, then no, I would not have killed you" I said as I popped my back. "sorry I didn't know" he said as he stood up. "well, see you later" I said as I went to our room. Deidara was asleep on the bed so I laid down beside him and stared at him. "good evening un" Deidara said as he sat up. "I know what you did" I said to him. "what un?" he asked looking at me. "look me in the eye, and tell me you don't know what I'm talking about" I said as I parted my very long fringe so he could see my face. "were you eavesdropping on us last night un?" he asked. "I was trying to sleep moron, now answer the question" I said starring him down. "I do un" he said as he looked away. "just as I thought" I said as I covered my face again. "you don't look all that bad. Why don't you keep your hair out of your face un?" he said. "what about you? You got hair in your face" I said. "I have my reasons un" he said. "and I got mine" I said as Sasori came in. "you missed it Danna un" Deidara said. "missed what?" he asked. "Deidara, say any more, and I will personally kill you" I said threateningly "nevermind un" he said scooting away from me. "just as I thought" I said as I stood up. "sure, keep secrets from the guy you slept with" Sasori said smirking. "Deidara, would leader be mad if I killed someone?" I asked. "depends on who it is un" Deidara said. "I'll be back then" I said as I left. I was al out to the door when leader stopped me. "Tsukiko, where are you going?" he asked. "to go kill someone" I replied. "who?" he asked. "I don't know. I'm gonna fog find someone" I said. "I got someone you can kill" he said. "his name is Haru" he said. " he lives in Suna" he added. he showed me a picture, then I headed out. I got to Suna and looked for him. I found him on a rooftop and kidnapped him. I got him far enough away from the village, Then I drew my claws out. I impaled him through the right eye and into his brain, instantly killing him. I withdrew my claws from him and took him back to the hideout. Sasori, Deidara, Kisame and Itachi were all in the living room. "Sasori, say shit like that, and this will be come you" I said as I showed him to them. "wow, and I thought you were brutal Itachi" Kisame said. "what did you kill him with un?" Deidara asked. I raised up my hand and showed him the blood on it. "this is an example of why you should never piss me off" I said as I drug the body back out. I got him a good Distance away, then I threw him over a Cliff. "Thank you for being an example" I said as he hit the bottom. I went back to the hideout and washed the blood off of my hands. "so, you killed him?" leader said coming in. "ya. Then I showed those who were in the living room why they shouldn't piss me off " I said as I dried my hands. "can I see?" he asked. " if you look into my mind, then yes" I replied. "ok" he said as he put a hand on my head. I felt his presence in my head and I thought of the scene. "well, I don't want to make you mad" he said as he took his hand off of my head. His presence disappeared and we went not the main room." so where did the example go un?" Deidara asked. "I threw him off a cliff" I said as I sat down by him. "hey, I have a question, how do you kill the immortal?" Kakuzu asked coming in. "depends on how they are immortal. If they used the Cup of Life by putting blood in it, then you knock the cup over and spill they're blood out, but if it's by someone or something, they you either seal their soul, or grinding them in a blender until they're liquid might work, or destroying the source of their immortality" I said. "hah, take that Hidan! I figured out how to kill you!" Kakuzu said running into his room. "hey, I'm flipping praying to Jashin, so flipping go the flip away!" some guy yelled. "it's nice to meet you too!" I yelled after them. "idiots" Sasori mumbled. "so, what should we do today?" I said. "let's dress up Barbie!" a guy with silver hair said running in. Guess this is Hidan. "well, flipping hello there gorgeous" he said approaching me. " go away or I'll make you the next example" I said looking away from him drawing my claws out. "feisty"he said as he kneeled in front of me. I looked at him, then thrust my hand in his right eye. "well, too bad your immortal asshole" I said as my claws made into his brain."own, how can you tell?!" he asked painfully. "your brain has a...field around it that makes it different" I said as I withdrew my hand. "aww, SHIT! I will get you later" he said as he went into the bathroom. "when did you become so brutal un?" Deidara asked as I wiped my hand off on the couch. "since I got pissed" I said as I retracted my claws. "well, always reminded me not to piss you off then" Sasori said. "no promises" I said to him."so why do you have claws?" Itachi asked. "only Deidara knows the answer to that" I said. "what's wrong with us knowing?" Sasori said. I flinched. "I don't trust you " I said quickly. "don't be so cold un" Deidara said "if I can trust the, you can too un" He added. I stood up and headed towards the door. "where you going?" Kisame asked. "to see a friend" I said. " no, you can't go, they'll kill you if they see you there un!" Deidara yelled as I shut the door. I didn't care. I started sprinting towards Konoha. I took off my cloak and let it fly away in the wind. I got to a training area, where Kakashi was with three kids. I hid in a tree away from them. "I know your there Tsukiko" Kakashi called. "just what I would expect" I said as I jumped down and landed on the ground. "who are you?" a kid that looked like Itachi said. hmm, he must be Itachi's little brother Sasuke. "Kakashi, I need to talk to you" I said ignoring Sasuke. "don't ignore me!" Sasuke said getting pissed. "I didn't come here for you Sasuke" I spat at him. "how do you know me!?" he asked holding up a kunai. "can I talk to you alone Kakashi?" I asked. "sure" he said as he made a shadow clone. "you three train here with my clone" he said as we walked away from them. "what is it?" he asked. "should I open up to people? I met the person who accepted me, but we aren't in the Stone anymore, and there re others with us that he trusts. He told me to trust them, but I don't know what to do" I said. "hmm, well, if you trust your friend with your life, then you should trust the people he trusts" he said. "thank you Kakashi" I said to him. "next time, send a bird. the Rock informed us what you did" he said. "sorry" I apologized. "I still trust you, but the others won't" he said as he went back. "see you next time then" I said as I ran back to the hideout. I got my cloak from the tree it was in, but before it was in I dove into the river. Never know if they put tracking devices on you. I got out and out my cloak on. I went back into the hideout. "why are you wet?" Sasori asked as I came in. "I have my reasons" I said. "where did Deidara go?" I said as I sat down on the couch. "on a mission" he replied. "dammit" I said as I leaned back. "so, what friend did you see?" he asked. "The other friend I have other than Deidara" I said. "what's his name?" he asked. "why do you care?" I asked. "because I think of you as my friend" he said. "the Copy Cat Ninja" I said. "you know him?" he asked suprised. "duh I just said that idiot" I said to him. "sorry" he said. "you two sound like an old married couple" Kakuzu said coming in. "we do not!" Sasori and I said at the same time. "you do to me" he said sitting down on the other side of Sasori. "that's because your an old geezer yourself" I said laying in the arm rest. "do you want me to steal your heart?" he asked. "try it and I'll blow your ass up un" Deidara said coming in. "I need to talk to you" I said standing up. "ok un" he said as he followed me into our room. 'so what is it un?" he said sitting down. "I'll trust them. just don't expect me to open up" I said sitting down. "why don't you open up to people? do you want the same thing to happen to them that happened with Akira un?" he asked. I punched a hole in the wall. "never talk about that" I said as Sasori came in. "can you two keep it down in here?" he said. "yes. Now go away" I said coldly. He went back into the living room. "Tsukiko, quit pushing people away. Some people actually care about you un" he said. "I gotta go report to leader un" he said as he stood up and left. I sighed and went back to the living room. I sat down on the couch and stared at the blank tv screen. "hey" Sasori said as he sat down beside me. "hi" I sid weakly. "care to talk?" he asked. "he brought him up" I said looking down."who?" he asked. "he knows I hate talking about that day. I told him to never bring it up ever again" I said as I clenched my fists. "calm down. He was probably trying to get something to you" he said. "I was un" Deidara said coming in. "never, touch that topic again" I said coldly to him. "don't kill me. I was just trying to help un" he said sitting beside me. "if you ever bring him or that day up again, I will personally kill you" I said coldly. "I won't un" he said as he put an arm around my shoulders.  "you better not" I said cold, but softer this time. "I'm gonna go get some sleep. See you guys tomorrow un" Deidara said as he went to the room. "if you don't mind my asking, why do you hide your face all the time with your hair?" Sasori asked. "because of how I look" I replied. "will you show me?" he asked. I sat still. Should I? I don't know what to do. He started to reach his hand out. He touched my over-grown fringe and I flinched. He flinched too, but he parted it in the middle and tucked one side behind my ear. He then reached over and tucked the other side behind my other ear, revealing my cat fangs, my golden coloured cat eyes, and slightly flattened nose, faintly resembling a cats. Then he put his hand under my chin and turned me to face him. "you look beautiful" he said looking into my eyes. "no. I look terrible" I said pulling away and covering my face back up with my hair. "that's what you think" he said. "well, you saw my face. happy?" I said. "yes" he replied. "I'm going to bed" I said getting up."I'm coming too" he said as he stood up and walked with me to the room.We went in and Deidara was already asleep. "you can sleep in my bed if you want" Sasori said. "I'll pass. I'll stick with Deidara" I said as I grabbed some shorts and a tshirt. I went into the bathroom and changed. I came out and crawled into bed with Deidara. "good night Sasori" I said before cuddling up to Deidara. "night Tsukiko" he replied. I then fell into a nightmare.

"Tsukiko, what's wrong un?" Deidara said as I woke up. Looks like I was crying in my sleep. "he pulled me with him and killed us both" I said as I sobbed into his chest. "hey, Sasori, can you help her? I gotta go to the bathroom un" Deidara said as he looked over his shoulder. "fine" I heard Sasori say. He came over to the bed and Deidara got up. I let go of Deidara and clinged onto Sasori. "what happened?" he asked. "it was the day he died, but he took me down with him" I said into his chest. "who died?" he asked. "Akira" I said. "how did he die?" he asked. "well, he was an outcast like me in the academy days, but I never paid attention to him, because I didn't want him to be hated for being with me. One day, he told me to meet him at the cliffs. I met him there, and he said "I love you, but you don't love me. I'm nothing more than scum to you, aren't I? I'm gonna kill myself. I'll see you in the next life" then I said what I said to him that day, then he said "then I'll take you with me!" then he grabbed me and he jumped off, and we were impaled by the spikes at the bottom" I said clinging onto him like the world was going to end, sobbing into his chest. "what did you say to him that day?" he asked. I stiffened. "I'm sorry. I've never told anyone. What I said was meant for him" I said looking up at him. "ok" he said as he held my head to his chest. A few tears rolled down my cheeks, but Sasori wiped them away. I closed my eyes and soon drifted back into sleep.

                                      ~Sasori pov~

"ok" I said as I held her head to my chest. A few more tears rolled down her cheeks, but I wiped them away. She soon fell back asleep. "I'm back un"Deidara said ashe came out. "shut up idiot she asleep!" I yelled in a whisper. "sorry un" he said as he went out the other door. "don't worry Tsukiko. I'll always protect you" I said as I leaned down and kissed the top of her head. She smiled in her sleep and snuggled into me.  " I love you" I whispered as I tucked one side of her hair behind her ear. I laid down on my said and soon fell asleep with her.