Chapter 19- Delicate

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You walked out the bathroom with your pj's and looked at Yoongi.

"What?" You said smirking.
"Nothing..." He smiled back.

"Okay...well are you tired." You said rubbing your eyes.

"Yea." He said looking at his bare pale chest.

You lay down on the floor feeling the stiffness.

You hear Yoongi get into bed and shift in the covers.

"Y/n..."He says in his deep raspy voice.

"Yes Yoongi?" You turned over to face him.

"Can you sleep up here with me?" He whispered.

"yeah...is everything okay?" You said

"Yea just. Stuff." he said shyly.

"ok..." you looked at his body. He was staring into the ceiling. He looked deep in his thoughts.

You crawled into the bed and covered yourself with the covers.

"Do you think it's going to get better?" He said doubtingly.

"About what?" You said softly.

"About. My mom. My reputation. I want to be successful but how will I. How will I be successful if everyone knows I'm a bad kid?" He said

"Your not a bad guy." You said turning to look at him.

"People just do dumb things..." you said.

"But. Your perfect. I've never seen you do anything stupid." He said looking into your deep eyes.

"I promise you I do. I'm not perfect." You said grazing his cheek.

The air went silent. Everything had stopped. He had fallen again. He was daydreaming.

"How about your dad?" You said trying to break the silence.

"He went missing a few years ago. I bet he is dead but they stop searching for him a long time ago." He said disappointedly.

"Don't say that. There is still hope Yoongi." You said looking at him.

"It's okay. Just forget it." Yoongi said closing his eyes to sleep.

You hugged him. He at first flinched but then he melted into the hug. Your warmth has transferred to him. You could feel him smile. He smiled.

He was happy...

Time skip: morning.

You awake to see Yoongi going to the shower.

While he is gone you go to look for your brother.

He was ready for school, he stood and waited for you.

"Sorry bud" You said rubbing his head.

"It's okay I understand." He smiled.

"Ready for school?" You smiled.

"Yup" He said turning to the door.

You both walked out to the bus stop. He had looked around and waited.

You spotted the bus and looked at your brother.

"Be good bud." You said to him.

"As always." He said while walking to the bus.

"Bye mom I love you!" You heard a kid say.

It broke your heart. You wish someday your brother would say the same. But after all your parents are always away so you had to be the 'mom'. You didn't hate it but you just felt bad for your brother. He might not realize it but after a while it gets to you.

You walked back home remembering Yoongi.

You opened the door and looked around.

"You really care for your  brother don't you?"

It was Yoongi. His messy wet hair. Still moist face. Gummy smile. Such strong but relaxed movements.

"Y-yea...We are all we have so we do the best we can." You said shoulder shrugging.

"That's nice. I sometimes wish I had siblings..." Yoongi said.

"People day they hate having siblings. I also like being alone, everyone annoys me so I rather be alone." He said rubbing his neck.

"Oh..." You said looking at the ground.

"Oh no, not you."

"I like you." He said.

"Huh?" You said silently but shocked.

"I mean I like you cause your not annoying or loud. Your calm. Your you. And I like that." He said smiling.

You felt the world finally release. You felt the pressure let go. His words could make you float to the clouds. You felt your heart float too. It floated away. Away with you. The morning sun peaked through the delicate curtains. It was a orange glow. You felt the warmth of the rays. You could tell Yoongi had been looking at you. He looked lost.

"You okay?" You said

"Y-yea" He smiled off his nerves.

You simply walked to the piano. As you sat down on the bench you let your feet touch the pegs. Your short hair flowed around your neck. Your hands hovered over the black and white keys.

Before you knew it your hands played a soft melody. They glided along the keys. One after another. Letting the wind take control of the sound. Your feet vibrated as you played. You were delicate. So soft you could fall apart. So gentle you could melt. It was worth every thing the piano was worth it. You finally opened your eyes and smiled. Before you could continue you saw Yoongi. You froze.

"S-sorry." He chuckled.

"Oh no it's fine." You said looking at your hands.

"I just froze up no biggie." You shrugged off.

"It was great. What you played." He said smiling.

"How come you haven't played at talent shows or anything like that. You have great talent Y/n" Yoongi said.

"I rather just play for people I know. And love." You said

"Oh." Yoongi said.

"We have school. I forgot hehe" You giggled.

"Oh yea." He said.

Time skip 15 min.

"You ready?" He said.

"Yup" you smiled back.

You got the feeling again. Like he was protecting you. You liked the feeling. Made all your worries fade away. It felt like you could finally breath. It felt like you could finally live without the fear of getting hurt. Him. It was him. Every time you began to be around him it would always feel refreshing. It felt like you could start all over. For once. One time. With him. Him.

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