Wherever you are, whatever you're doing, I hope you are genuinely happy. I hope you find peace within yourself and no longer need a guiding hand to get you through it. I always knew you were strong, I always wanted you to succeed. I only wanted the best for you, but I didn't know that the way I proved caring for you would hurt you in the end. I am not apologizing for what I did. I am only saying that I hate leaving things like this, I always have. If I ever see you again I just want you to know that I am not mad at you, nor have I ever been. We both have every right to be mad at each other, but I don't have the energy for that. I forgive you. It isn't that I'm asking for you to be my friend again. I just want to tie up any loose ends that continue to follow me through my life.
