Chapter 2: HIS question, MY answer
After a months Sebastian became close he he also became sweet to me. And I know if the guy has a crush on you or not and as I have observed he likes me…. And I’ll prove you that.
I t is Wednesday in the month of august i'm still doing my “Daily rituals”……. Again.
Gosh! My life is so boring…… wala bang trill tong buhay ko??
Okay enough drama…..
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OKAYY!!!! Hapon nanaman…… at nasa bahay nanaman ako….. yehey!!!
Makakapiling ko nanaman ang KAMA ko!!!!!
Pipikit na sana ako kaso biglang nag-vibrate yung phone ko. And It is Sebastian…… again.
Lagi ko syang ka-chat. Every week, every day, but not everytime. May buhay naman kami noh!
Sebastian perez
“JGH.”
Me
“so?”
Sebastian perez
“grabe rude.”
Me
“sorry na.”
Sebastian perez
“may tatanong ako sayo.”
Me
“Ano?”
Sebastian perez
“ pede mangligaw?”
Me
“why me?”
Sebastian perez
“because I like you.”
Me
“di pede. Bawal ako.”
Sebastian perez
“kelan ka ba pede?”
Me
“college.”
Sebastian perez
“tagal naman.”
Me
“at ayokong maging rebound.”
Sebastian perez
“naka-move on na ko.”
Me
“Mahal mo parin sya, alam ko.”
Sebastian perez
“hindi na. ikaw na ang gusto ko.”
Me
“sabi mo pa nga eh, “Kahit na may gusto akong iba si Loiuse parin ang laman ng puso’t isip ko.””
Sebastian perez
“sige na please.”
Me
“sige mangligaw ka pero di kita sasagutin.”
Sebastian perez
“sigurado ka ba?”
Me
“oo naman, I know myself.”
Days and weeks passed by pero nangungulit parin sya. No wonder Louise break-up with him.
Hindi ko sya pinapayagang manligaw. Pero sa sobrang awa ko. I ask him to meet me up in the library. And I said I’ll wait there. At sabi ko rin na may mahalaga akong itatanong sa kanya.
At the library.
Malapit na mag-time pero wala parin sya. Kaya iidlip muna ako. Napuyat ako kagabi kakabasa ng wattpad at kakaisip kung itatanong ko bas a kanya yun.
Then after 2 to 3 minutes he came.
“ano yung tatanong mo?” tanong nya.
“dalawa lang naman itatanong ko sayo. First, mahal mo pa ba sya?” tanong ko. I want to look at him para malaman kung nagsasabi ba sya ng totoo.
Kaso sa di malamang dahilan eh hindi ko kayang tumingin sa kanya.
“hindi na.” pag-sagot nya agad. “wews.” Sabi ko.
“oo nga. Bat ba ayaw mong maniwala?” tanong nya na para bang naiirita na sya.
“kasi ayoko sa lahat ang ginagamit ako at”
“at??”
“ayokong nasasaktan.” Sabi ko sabay yoko.
“sino bang nagsabing sasaktan kita?” sabi nya then lift up my chin to see my eyes.
SH*T! I can’t breathe. My freaking heart Is getting wild. My palpitation is getting faster.
Umayos ako nang upo. “uhmm. Second, rebound ba ako?”
“hindi.”
“okay.” Tumayo na ako kasi baka ma-late pa ako. “yun lang naman itatanong ko eh bye.” Then mabilis na naglakad papuntang banyo.
F*CK! What I s happening to me?
I breathed faster na para bang galing akong 200 meter race.
“ay kabayo ka!” nagulat ako sa nagbukas. Si nikka lang pala. “oh bakit para kang tumakbo mula Jupiter hanggang Earth?” tanong nya with matching taas kilay.
“Nikkaaaaaaaaaaaaa!”sigaw ko sa pangalan nya. “ano?”iritado nyang tanong.
“I can’t breathe.”sabi ko habang pinapakalma ang sarili ko. “huh? Bakit?”
“what should I answer?”
“saan?”
“sa tanong ni Sebastian.”
“ano ba tanong nya?”
“kung pede ba daw syang manligaw.”
“sabihin mo friends na muna kayo…… wag muna mangligaw. Get to know each other first.”
“yeah your right. Thank you.” Then lumabas na ko ng washroom at pumunta na sa classroom.
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It is 7:30 in the evening and I just woke up from sleeping….. again.
I checked my phone and saw that HE sent 4 messages a while ago.
Sebastian perez
“JGH”
“magmeryenda ka na haa.. :)”
“alam kong tuog ka, kaya sleep well.”
“when will you answer my question?”
Me
“JWU. Why hurry?”
Sebastian perez
“hindi ako nagmamadali. Mapapa-payag kita. Iintayin kita. At higit sa lahat pinayagan mo na akong ligawan ka diba?”
Me
“I didn’t”
Sebastian perez
“oo kaya.”
Me
“hindi kaya”
Sebastian perez
“oo kaya”
Me
“edi oo na….”
Sebastian perez
“oo? Pumapayag kang ligawan kita?”
Me
“may magagawa pa ba ako?”
I let him escort me. I told my mom, jhai and nikka about that. He is a sweet person. Sobrang sweet nga ehh. Mula Pluto hanggang dito sa school at bahay na yung trail ng langgam..
Sana di nya ako saktan.
Sana hindi ako masaktan.
BINABASA MO ANG
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