Traces of Sand (R18)

Chapter 1

Chapter 1                                                                                                                                                                                

RETURN

seconds had pass, minutes had pass, hours had pass Lovi was still unconscious lying in the white hospital bed until.....

I swallowed the whole sound of horror, my soul began to tremble as fear began eating me, I'm alone in here and that it let me feel like I'm dead walking in this whole space filled with burning fire and darkness that was completely nothing to see.

the suffocating darkness let me enter but chains were still holding my wrist, It was really tight and locked. Eyes were on me, I felt someone watching me I took a glance of the whole view but sadly I'm alone in there, I tried to shout for help but no one came.

"Can somebody help me"i cried there like a child asking for help but still no response

My past is still hunting me. Its a chase between me and her the dead end where my heart knew she was gone already but the guilt and pain I felt is still not letting go of me.

I heard a crying voice behind my back it was my mom and her. She was wearing her long white gown and her hair was braided and had a beautiful flower crown that was above her head I put my hand in my mouth watching my mom killing her slowly I shifted my view so I couldn't watch the horror but the feeling of strange pain stabbed me ten times painful than being by a bullet 

"No!" I shouted at my mom, my mom took a glance at me still keeping the amusement in her face but she continued to do what she was doing till blood came out of her mouth, she smiled at her slow death she smiled ending up being a martyr but her eyes was filled with too much emotion continuous dropping of tears were rolling in her cheeks but before she closed her eyes she mouthed me "I love you" I tried to run at her but it was too late she was out of breath, ramping her dead body on the floor.

the continues flowing of blood covered her face till she was full red. Her eyes were tightly shut and her mouth was parted a bit. I saw my mother's expression she was grinning from ear to ear I watch her turn into monster and ripped her body into half

my knees went weak after seeing her divided into half but still I manage to stand but my body was slowly eating my strength.

I wanted to go closer to her but chains keep on pulling me till I had fallen in that deep hole 

It was a very long deep hole, pulling me till my soul became ashes. I watch myself as burnt into fire. I felt no pain but heat inside my eyes 

I wonder if I'm in hell already. Fear was the only one who's holding my soul it kept me breathing

till.....

a small drop of tear left my eye, my soul then came back to my body after its unconsciousness White walls had welcome me as the buzzing sound of a machine entered my ear.

My vision was blocked when a skinny curly haired girl came to me she then went out and came back with doctors with her she was smiling ear to ear namumungay ang kanyang mga mata dahil siguro sa kakaiyak. 

The doctors keep on asking me questions but my tongue was tied hindi ako makapagsalita later then the woman went out with doctor. 

I roamed my eyes in the whole room I wanted to get up but then my body is still weak i cannot even my flex my arm just to get the glass of water.  Narinig ko ang ingay sa pagpihit ng doorknob bumukas ang pinto at pumasok siya ng may maaliwalas na mukha may nakaguhit na maliit na ngiti sa kanyang mga labi at kislap sa kanyang mga mata.