That Canadian Boy. [Mac Harmon FanFiction]

Im sorry.

(AUTHORS NOTE)

SO THIS IS QUITE A LONG PARAGRAPH, WHICH I WROTE DUE TO BOREDOM. HAHA. HOPE.YOU GUYS ENJOY!

I woke up at 11:22 am. I stretched, and let out a big yawn. I slowly dragged myself out of bed, and headed downstairs. I sat down at the table, where my mum had made me pancakes.

"Hey honey, did you sleep well?" my mum asked with a deep smile on her face.

"Yes mum, thankyou" I replied, lying to her. Of course i didnt sleep well, with all the Mac situation going on right now, but i refused to tell her anything. She doesnt need to know. I stared at the pancake on my plate. It had nutella spreaded on it. I licked my lips. "This looks delicious" I said.

My mum did nothing but chuckle.

Once i had finished, i ran upstairs to get changed. I walked into my room, and opened my draw.

Once i had changed, i got my phone and sat on my bed. I noticed that i had 3 missed calls of Mac. Just thinking of him made me smile. Yeah, i obviously still love him, but i dont know if i could forgive him. I had a voicemail that was left from Mac. I played it.

"Hey..um. I dont really know what to say, apart from, i am so so so sorry. *breathes* I didnt want what happened, to happen. She came onto me, if you saw everything, you should know that. I am so stupid. I now look like a player. I know i used to have a reputation, but please Jess, please believe me. Me being with you has changed me for the better. *sniffles* Im sorry."

Tears fell from my eyes. His voice was croaky, which sounded like he had been crying. Maybe he did still care. Who knows..

■Mac pov■

She hates me! She hasnt picked up the phone, or replied to any of my messages. I wish i could take back what happened. I really wish i could. My phone bleeped. A message.

Fran:

Hey babe, can we talk:*

UGH! Who does this bitch think she is. She knows I have a girlfriend. Why is she acting like this?

Me:

No! We cant talk. Infact, i never want to talk to you again. You know i have a girlfriend! You could have ruined everything for me!

Fran:

No Mac. You had a girlfriend. HAD. She would never want to get back with you, after we kissed.

Fury rushed through my body. I threw my phone across the room.I was so angry. But she was right. I have probably lost Jess. The most precious thing in my life. Knowing that she would never like me again killed me inside. She would never want to date me again.

■Jessicas pov■

Next Day.

Today was Monday, and i have to deal with school. Woo. Not.

I havent spoke to Mac ever since he messed up. Its going to be so awkward seeing him. I grabbed my school bag and left the house. I met up with Sophie on the way.

"Hey girl, hope youre going to be okay today" She said, with a look of concern.

"I will be fine" I replied giving her a slight smile.

Leaving the subject, we decided to talk about something else.

"Yeah we shou-" I said, but pausing half way through my sentence. I saw Mac at the enterance with Bryson. 'Just ignore them.' 'Everything will be fine.' I kept repeating in my head, as we walked past them both.

"Awkkwaarrrdd" Sophie sang. I laughed.

"yup" i said popping the 'p'.

We walked into form. Once the bell rang, me and Sophie exchanged goodbyes, seems though i didnt have any lessons with her today.

My first lesson was English. Great. Mac was in this class. I went through the door and sat down in my seat. Mac was sat at the other side of the class room. I could feel his eyes on me, and it was very uncomfortable.

"Alright class,  for this project, i will put you in pairs" The teacher exclaimed. I huffed.

"Melissa and Josh, Katie and jake, Stephanie and Theo, Jessica and Mac-" WHAT.

My eyes widened. My heart beat increased. "Miss, please i cant work with him" I told.

"Why not?" She asked.

"Um..well." I stuttered.

"You have no reason, now grab your bag and sit next to Mac!"

I decided it was best not to argue back.

Just my luck. I slowly dragged my bag to the other end of the class room and slumped myself onto a chair.

He stared at me. I flinched.

"So. um. well" He started.

I just sat there, and turned my head away from him.

"Im sorry, you know" He said softly.

"Yup" i said harshly.

Out of the corner of my eye, i saw Mac lean back on his chair. "Fine be like that" he said. I breathed out loudly.

He slowly put his mouth my my ear.

"But you know you want me back"

I could feel his minty breath fanning across my neck. "n-noo i-i-i do-on-t" I struggled to let out.

"You need me.." He whispered.

His words ran through my body. I closed my eyes tightly. He was right. I did need him.

"I dont" I lied.

"Then i will have to fight for you" He whispered again.

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Authors Note!

Soo What do you guys think? Did you like it.

I still have alot more to come, which i cant wait to share with you guys.

I just want to say again, Thankyou guys so much for the reads, favourites and sweet comments. It really does mean alot.

I love you guys.

TOODLES XO