Screw Off, Ross |A Ryan Ross Fanfic|

The Only Hope For Me Is You

(Your POV)

Ryan was like a saviour, he kissed my cuts and made me feel like the weight of the world was off my shoulders. He was amazing, and I loved him. Although, I could never tell him that. I wanted things between us to progress slowly and it was terrifying to think that they could go any faster than they already were. I wanted to date him, I was desperate for it actually, but he couldn't know that. Ryan Ross was the greatest guy I'd ever met, and rushing into a relationship with him would be too much. He was already kind enough, despite how much of a dick I was to him.

"(Y/N), you okay?" Ryan said laying his head into the crook of my neck, I couldn't help but smile.

"Yes, honey, I'm perfectly fine." I replied to him, moving my hand to flick his button nose.

He was adorable, absolutely adorable. I wanted him to be mine, but he couldn't know that until we were both ready for a relationship with each other. He might be prepared for us to date, but I sure as hell wasn't.

"Also, I don't know if I told you this but we're playing Drums Of Darkness in band." He smiled up at me.

"Really?! I love Drums Of Darkness!" I got excited, I've heard the trumpet parts for the song before and they made me absolutely ecstatic.

"Yeah we're not, I lied because you seemed sad." I gave him a glare.

"I hate you sometimes, George." I pouted.

"You are too cute, stop." He gave a small laugh.

I couldn't help but smile, then I felt a blush slowly spread across my cheeks. I loved it, and I loved him.

"Ryan, can I ask you something?" I was worried about how hesitant he was.

"Yeah, anything." He sat up, interested.

"Do you still like me?" I paused in between each word, taking a deep breath before moving onto the next.

"Possibly, why?" He raised a precise eyebrow at me.

"I like you." I blushed when I said it and he did too.

"Are you sure?" A smile crossed his face.

"I completely sure." I said lacing our fingers together.

"Yes, I like you too." He said laying his head in the crook of my neck again.

"Well, what do we do now?" I asked, laying my head on his again.

"What do you mean?" He was puzzled.

"Aren't we supposed to act on our feelings?" I rubbed the top of his thin hand with my thumb.

"Can't we just enjoy our feelings for a while?" He whined.

"Yet you were so eager Monday to act on your feelings." I scoffed.

"I know, but I want to enjoy us for awhile without any labels." He rolled his eyes at me.

"Ryan, you are the most indecisive guy I've ever met." I rolled my eyes in return.

"Well aren't you quite the sass queen?" He laughed at me again, causing a thin blush to spread.

"Sassier than Gerard way, motherfucker!" I yelled before realizing how loud I was.

He laughed at my embarrassment, "You're like a little kid, (Y/N)."

His lips brushed a kiss on my cheek when the bell rang and we made our way to band.

"Okay, guys, today we're going to start on a new song." Our band director spoke excitedly. "Drum roll please."

The snares started blaring their steady rhythm.

"THE PINK PANTHER!" Our band director yelled and we all cheered.

We played for close to an hour, and spent the remainder just chatting. Ryan and I snuggled and listened to music, we talked a little, but saved any real conversation for the ride to my house. The bell rung and I rushed outside with Ryan. He and I sat on the grass for awhile, enjoying each other's company, I laid my head on his shoulder and he kissed my temple. It was a beautiful moment, although every moment with him was beautiful.

After half an hour of us cuddling in the grass he drove me home because I had homework, and I'd get in trouble if I went to his house while I had something for school.

"Maawwwmmm, I'm hoommee!" I shouted throughout the house.

I had a hunch that she was staying with her boyfriend, I tossed my backpack in my room and crashed into my office chair. I had a missed call from Beverly, so I called her back.

"Hey babe, wanna come to a party with me tonight?" Beverly said mischievously.

"Yeah sure, can I bring someone with me?" I felt my cheeks heat up and I about messaged Ryan.

"Who?" She was intrigued.

"Curtis." I blatantly lied.

"Yeah sure, can he drive us?" She was doing something I just couldn't tell what.

"He can drive us." I replied quickly.

"Okay, I gotta go, my shift starts in a few minutes. Wear something hot tonight, love you, bye." She spoke quickly.

"Love you too, bye." I laughed at her and hung up, she was a doll.

A/N

I know these chapters have been short lately, but I promise I have something planned out. I just had to cut these two a little short because they usually don't get any less than 1,100 words at a minimum. The next few are going to be longer, I promise. I just had to use some fillers as a slight bit of story progression. BIG PLANS FOR THE NEXT THREE OR FOUR CHAPTERS!

Love you lots tater tots!
~Morgan