Well, in the spur of the moment I opened the message and he hasn't read it so that's good I guess
Honestly just seeing him there in my messages makes me feel sick and nervous and butterflies-y and I just aaaa
If you couldn't tell we don't talk often anymore, haven't for like a year now, and we've never had a texting relationship so
I'm just relieved he hasn't left me on read
Okay
For the three or four people who read this
Even if you don't care
Imma update everything on here bc I need somewhere to rant isicisjxjsjx
