What Every Girl Wants [COMPLETED]

Trying to move on

It's been about 3 months since my mom passed away and we already had her funeral.
We couldn't stay in our house anymore so me and my little sister moved in with Ronnie and Donnie.
Somehow the whole school found out my mom died and I haven't been going to school in a while trying to clear my head so I was a little nervous to go back today. But I had to and I needed to, I needed to refresh myself.
I began to walk inside the classroom and everyone was staring at me. I never felt so uncomfortable.
I walked to my seat, where I still sat by James.

"Hey, jamiya how are you feeling?" He asked.

I didn't want to talk to him. I wasn't mad at him I just wasn't in the mood. He's been calling and texting but I decided to stay away from my phone. I didn't want to contact with anyone I just wasn't feeling it. He knew I didn't want to answer but he still kept trying.

"Hey, I know how your feeling and it is really hard isn't it? He said saying concerned.

But I was angry I didn't want to talk about it and he kept bringing it up and it was pushing me to my limits.
I started to get real angry.

"How would you know how I feel?", you've got both of your parents at home and a happy family and your own home!" So huh how do you know how I feel?" I started to raise my voice and everyone began to look at us. I let out a deep breath, I was tired and I'm tired of everyone talking about it.

"Hey, look I'm sorry if I offended you if you don't wanna talk it's cool, okay?" He said in a calm voice.

I sat there just staring down at the desk tuning out everything. Then the bell had rung and it was time for lunch. Everyone began to leave the classroom. I walked into the cafeteria and began to sit at the table with Ronnie and Donnie because they were the only ones I wanted to talk to. They were talking about something but I wasn't listening, I was regretting about what I said to James. But I was hurt and I wanted to apologise. I looked across the room and was staring at him he looked back and I turned. I knew he saw me and he stood up and came up to the table. He sat next to me.

"Hey, look I just wanted to say sorry again I didn't mean to hurt you or make you feel bad." He said calmly.

Ronnie and Donnie had left the table to where it was just us two talking.

"I'm sorry for yelling at you earlier I was just tired and wasn't in the mood." I said in a small voice.

Then this girl came up to us she was wearing all pink and had a angry look on her face. She didn't look too happy that I was talking to james.