Eren And Mika Forever

Chapter 4: Cant go back to Yesterday

Mikasa POV:

I couldn't beleive when I saw Annie, my oldest rival sticking her tounge down my crushes throat. it was my fault for telling her when she was my friend after my parents died. I should never have trusted her. she was a snake and I always new it. I thought Eren hated her too, apparently player boy was in love. I was so heartbroken by it. How could he kiss me one day and then her the next?! I guess you cant go back to yesterday.... I walked past them and unlocked my room door. i shut it and opened the drawer in one of the vanities in the bathroom. There sat my old friend, razor blade. I picked it and started to pierce my skin.

1 for being dumb
2 for beleiving that Eren liked me
3 in total

It turned from heart ache to pain that I deserved. I made each one a little deeper before changing and going to bed. i fell asleep to nightmares and horror.

-Mikasa's Dream-

Eren stood in front of me screaming, I couldn't hear. I only heard white noise that rored in my ears. A large hand came down from the sky and grabbed him blood showerd down from the sky and It was his.

-end-

I woke up to a bloody stomach and me screaming.

Eren POV:

I screwed up bad. I kissed Annie Leonhart! Why? I drank. I drank away my sadness away! Mika lied when she said they were done. So did Connie! What was life? I saw her standing there against the wall and I ran up and kissed her. Hard. No sparks. Nothing special, just a kiss. I walked away full of shame and regret. i changed into sweats and no shirt. I fell asleep

-1 hour later-

I heard screaming, coming from Mikasas room. I grabbed a knife from my mini kitchen and broke the chain link to her door and ran to her.

"Mika?! What happend?! Did someone try to take you?! Was it a dream?" I whisper-shouted to her. she shook her head.
" I had a dream that a giant killed you and that your blood rained everywhere like when my parents died..." she trailed off and I looked at her stomach.
"What happened?"
"When I get scared i scrach my stomach..." I took her hand and led her to the bathroom and saw a razor lying on the counter...! she cut? herself? No! this cant be! can it? Anyway, I grabbed a pair of gauze and wrapped her stomach and grabbed a shirt from her dresser. (yes I know where it was cuz I used to room with her )
"There, all better." I gave her a warm smile.

Mikasa's POV:

There he was, looking into my eyes. I wish he would kiss me.. dammit! why did I let him get away with Annie!?

"So how's your new girlfriend?" I asked
"What?"
" I figures that because Annie, was sticking her tounge down your throat that you guys we together"
" No, I was upset about you lying to me that you were since the and the fact that I would never ha-" I cut him off with a kiss.
"Eren, are you with Annie?"
"No"
"I am single because Levi lied to your face and I wanted to tell you but you didn't give me time" he looked really happy now. I kissed him again and the whole zoo erupted in my stomach. I felt so many fireworks whenever we kiss. I walked to my bed and Eren came with. He layed down beside me and pulled my back into his chest.
"Mika?"
"Yeah Ere?" (I used to call him that a lot )
"I really like you."
"Same here"
He but me on my back and, sitting in the same position, kissed me fiercely. God, I'm in love with him. I rolled into him so know I had my face on his rock hard chest, wait did I really just think that ?