Joyce Pov:
I haven't been able to get any good sleep for the past 2 weeks, like literally! I'm so damn paranoid that this anonymous person is going to hurt me. I'm been have nightmares and still have been receiving notes from the anonymous person. He/she keep threaten me to stay away from Jaycob. I don't know why, but that is exactly what I have been doing for the past 2 weeks. I know it hurts and bothers him to his core, but I gotta protect him and anyone else that is involve in this mess.
I've been trying my best to avoid Jaycob like, working, spending time with my son and family. I know he sense something is wrong, cause every time he sees me he always asking me, "Are you okay?" "Why aren't you talking to me?" "Did I do something wrong?" etc. I just ignore him or tell him that I have to go somewhere. I really want to talk to him........even more then that. But, I cant and it's hurts me so bad.....
Today I have Mrs. Mosley for English. Thank God, because I don't want to run into Jaycob and he asking me a bunch of questions.
Getting out of bed, feeling like crap, I started to drag myself into the bathroom and started to take a nice warm shower.......................Today is going to be exhausting....................
Jaycob Pov:
Looking out the window, looking over Joyce's house. I can't help but feel sadness, anger, and confusion take over my mind.
Why have she been avoiding me for the past 2 weeks? I mean I didn't do anything wrong, so why in the hell is she ignoring me?
Every time I ask her "what's wrong?" "Why you're not talking to me?" she just looks down at the ground or try to come up with an excuse on why she can't talk to me. All I want to answers. I know she have Mrs. Mosley for English today, but I'm still going to talk to her today. Cause this is hurting me. I truly love this girl, but she keep running away.
Pecking out of my bedroom window, I see Joyce exiting out of her house, locking her door, and and walking to her car. I notice that she hasn't been looking good at all. I mean she still beautiful, but it look like she hadn't been getting enough sleep.
Running downstairs, I had to talk to her before she goes to school.
"Joyce" I yelled. I called her name, she started to walk faster to her car.
"Joyce stop, I just want to talk to you." I said, running after her.
She started running, but she wasn't fast enough. I caught her, picking her up and carrying her into my house.
"Hey put me down you creep!" Joyce scream, while struggling to get out of my grip.
"Oh, finally you decided that you want to talk." I said with sarcasm. "No, I'm not letting go anywhere until I get some answers. If that means that I have to hold you the whole time then so be it." I said with a stern voice.
When we enter the house, I decided to put Joyce down. But, I shouldn't have done that. Cause the next thing I knew was being slap.
"Joyce, what the hell!?" I yelled. Man, I didn't know that she was that heavy-handed. Holding my face, I see Joyce looking like she was about to cry. I started to feel bad........
"Jaycob, I...." I didn't let her finish, I immediately hugged her. I began to rub her back as she began cry into my chest.
"I'm so sorry Jay.....I thought you were somebody else. I know you want to know why I haven't been talking to you lately and truly I'm sorry for making you feel like this. But, I can't tell you why because it will cause a huge damage." Joyce said, looking into my eyes with sadness.
"I truly want to be with you, but I can't." She said, backing away from me.
"Why?" I blurted out.
"I can no longer be around you nor talk to you." She said, putting her head down.
"BullSh*t!!" I said in anger. I saw Joyce face and she looks scared.
"I'm sorry Jaycob, but I got to go now." She said, walking toward my door. But, I wasn't haven't it.
I grab her hand and spun her around and attached my lips to her soft, wonderful lips. Oh how I miss my beautiful Joyce.......................................
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