My crush, Philip, has been ignoring me since a couple days before the last day of school and I still don't understand why. I've brought it up before but he denied ignoring me and just said he was tired. I don't believe him. He used to send me good morning texts and just wouldn't leave me alone. I thought everything was great up until he stopped doing those things. I know him well enough to know that when he's tired, he doesn't act like this. If anything, he's more playful and comes to me more. But the way he's been acting just makes me sad.
I want to know why he's acting the way he is. Did I do something wrong? Did he just get tired of me? You, my amazing bff, seem like the only person who didn't really leave. Every time I moved in the past, any friend I had just seemed to disappear from my life. Even Maddie. But you are the only person who really stayed. Now, it feels like Philip is ready to leave me too. I don't even know why. I'm not even mad, just worried for him. I want to know what is going on in his life because I know things have been kinda tough for him lately, and I want to be the person who will make it better but I can't do that if all he does is push me away.
Honestly, now it feels like you are leaving too. Slowly leaving my life. I'm probably just overreacting because of my past experiences but it feels like you never have any time to talk anymore. But I see that you're still active. You still get on your phone every now and then but you don't take that small amount of time you have to send me a text or something and it just feels like I'm slowly losing you. I hate it. I need my best friend.
