people don't understand how tough it is for me. "oh that pretty blasian girl, with the rich white parents, she's so lucky" I'm not lucky! far from it, whi ch is what many mutha fuckas don't seem to understand. I'm not that prissy girl w/ name brand everything. I don't have people being paid to wipe my ass whenever I take a shit! I'm just like everyone else, they just fail to realize that! I want people to take me seriously, as person, as a woman.
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I woke up at about 2:30am. sweating, trembling, and horny as fuck! I don't know whats gotten into me lately. I've been having these intense, sexual dreams lately. evey dream the person chances, sometimes I know, sometimes the its just like a made up person. but low key, I'm hoping to meet one of those made up characters...so they can do all those things to me as they did in my dreams. one time, dreamt that a girl was..giving me head...it wasn't awkward at all though, it was better than the sex dreams I have about guys . I liked it a lot... think that dream might have turned me gay, or maybe always was gay..I mean its not like I ever dated a girl. but the way these girls treat me around here, I don't think it would be possible to happily go out w/ one. I kind of have a thing for fems so I know that it wouldn't work, but I don't know, I guess I could settle for a stud..or a..whats it called?..uhm, oh a Stem. yeah, that's the word. like a dyke-fem kind of.
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my father knocked on my door...•sigh• I knew what that meant...he always has tried to make moves on me, LIKE I'M NOT HIS DAUGHTER OR SOMETHING, it irritates me to know just how much of a pig men really are. I guess I kind of liked it though, seeing as though I haven't attempted to tell mom, or the fact that I haven't moved out yet..I mean I'm 19 I'm too old to still be scared of this nigga, I could beat his ass if wanted to by now.
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im not sure what it is that I'm supposed to continue saying at this point, I mean yall really wanna know me? me?! my life? then here you go. I'm Jhènè Marie Dash, an I guess this my story ✌.
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tell me what you think of the story, I haven't much of anything in a really long time,and this is my first time writing a story on here, so go easy on me. I'll try to post everyday...if Yes, I understand like it so far
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General Fictionnever judge a book by its cover...things are never as they appear to be.
