Ending The Suffering

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Here you were, standing to try to commit suicide for the second time.

Honestly, you felt done. You were completely done with life. You would finally be free, you would get to leave all the sorrow and pain behind. It seemed so nice, so perfect.

Everything you loved and cared for had either been stripped from you or betrayed you. The pain caused after your first attempt, made you question why you hadn't just died.

This time you would do it in a quicker way, a faster method that would end your suffering quickly.

You walked to the train station, but there were too many people. You felt as if everyone had their eyes on you and could read your mind, knowing what you were about to do.

A train passed by, coming to a stop, and you saw a flash of something familiar. You turned toward the train, now slowing to a stop, and peered in the windows.

"Ah, I am just being too paranoid, I need to get this over with! I need to be free, I am tired of the pain...Everyone has either left or hurt me... now I get to end my pain...." You say quietly to yourself.

You begin to run along the sides of the tracks, refusing to turn around. You follow the tracks into a dim lighted tunnel, and you could swear you heard someone panting.

You turn around, but the person is either hiding, or against the wall, or once again, you are being paranoid.

You look around 360 degrees, and see no one, and sigh in relief.

Honestly, you want to get this over with. You don't have any regrets.

Finally, you hear a train whistle in the distance. You question your actions once, but block those thoughts, thinking how your pain was overwhelming.

The train whistle grows louder as the train approaches, and soon you can feel the ground vibrating. You see the train 10 yards away and jump onto the tracks.

A few seconds later, you feel the impact and everything goes black.

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