Attempting Suicide

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You feel so alone, and for three months you live in sadness.

It is after those three months, at the age of 17, that you make the decision to commit suicide. You wanted to relieve the pain, your father did, so why can't you?

You head to the only place you can think of... the bridge. It is nighttime by the time you reach the bridge, and you can see the lights of the city from up there.

You feel a tear on your cheek, but you question it as you really don't feel any regret.

You look around and see no one to stop you.

You count down from three.

"3...2...1..."

You jump.

You keep your eyes closed, as you feel yourself fall, flying through the air, and you honestly don't feel regret. Instead, you feel empty, like nothing. You don't feel sad but you don't feel happy either.

You feel yourself enter the water, and you become heavier as you sink. You feel yourself running out of breath, drowning, but don't fight, accepting death.

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