Burned

Chapter six

Mary has been coming to my room daily. I don't see why though. after I blew up on her and had an emotional break down I wouldn't want to help me either. sometimes I try to spend my entire day in the common room to get out of physical therapy but it doesn't really work. Mary always tracks me down. I don't get why she wont leave me alone to be honest. I obviously don't want her help. I don't want anyones help. I just want to go home and be normal again. this place is like a giant grey cloud where everyone is sick and dying. I don't belong here. i'm not sick and I'm not dying.... I guess in a way I am dying. i'm definitely not living. this place is quiet literally killing me.

the only thing interesting about this hospital is the boy in the commons. he stares out the window and I stare at him. he's been starting to wear beanie hats. it kinda makes him look hot. but theres no way I would be into him. i'm dating someone that I love very much and ounce i'm out of here i'm going to finish high school and we can get an apartment together and get the hell out of this town. that is if I ever get out of high school. i'm certainly not if i'm stuck in this place any longer.