Happily

Happily - chapter 5

Louis' POV

So I met this girl yesterday, Eleanor. She's really fit, certainly something special. I feel like I stare at her 24/7 hopefully I'm not, but if I am hopefully she doesn't notice. I know what it's like when someone is always watching you, it's pretty creepy. I also really hope she is being herself, I don't want to fall head over heals for her and find out she's not who I thought she was. "Hello ? Louis ? You there ?" I snap out of my thoughts to harry waving his hand in front of my face, "oh uh yeah" I said, hoping nothing weird was said like, 'are you gay" because that would be bad as I agreed. I looked onto the computer screen and just seeing El made me feel weak inside. I could feel myself staring a bit so I casually looked away, at a wall. Yes. A wall. "Why are you looking at the wall ?" Niall said, damn him. "Oh uh no reason, just gazing" I answered in a pitchy voice. It was a bit cold in the dorms so we all had jumpers on. Trust. "Oh god, it's getting hot. One sec" El spoke up. Oh god she's taking her jumper off, and of course her shirt is glued to the jumper so I happen to get a glimpse of her body. "Excuse me for a sec" I said racing out of the room. Oh god, she's so hot like damn girl that's on define body you got there. She drives me crazy I just want to race to her dorm, burst through the door and make out with her. So bad. The things I wouldn't give to make her mine. I must have been out here for a while because Harry came out to ask if I was ok. "Hey Lou, you right ?" He said "uh yeah. Well. No" I replied "what's up ?" He asked looking puzzled "well. Umm. You see. Eleanor is just. She like" I continued "erm she's" I couldn't get my words out "fit ?" Harry spoke up "well yeah. But she's driving me crazy. I just want her to be mine" I explained all my feelings for her "oh wow, Lou. You've gotta make a move on her. It's totally obvious your in love and if you don't act soon she might think it's with someone else" harry comforted me "but what if she doesn't feel the same way. Cause once she's mine well I'm embarrassed to tell you any more" I told him "Lou the worst she can say is no, besides, she doesn't have any other friends so she can't never talk to you again" he told me "yeah. I guess so" I said "so tell me, why did you leave ?" He asked curiously, "oh well, El's shirt was just glued to her jumper and the sight was driving me wild" I explained looking down the whole time, just to notice something. Something quite embarrassing. "Oh ok. Woah. Lou you gotta b-" I cut harry off "yeah I know. Just leave me for a while, so I can get over it ?" I asked him, I'm so embarrassed because I know the door isn't sound proof and harry has a big mouth, "sure" he said leaving me and going inside.

Harry's POV

Hahahaha !!! I can't believe it, louis is so in love with her. But I must admit I felt terrible for him because I can see she may have some eyes for Ashton. But hey, I can't get involved. I went back inside. "Is he alright ?" Luke asked me "uh yeah, he's great" I told him. We continued talking for a while about random stuff like our childhood. Turns out Sarah has a twin sister. An identical one. Louis finally came back inside. I could see he wasn't completely over it as he was walking funny, but he had been outside for ages so I understand why he came back. He rushed in and grabbed a blanket and sat on his chair, very quickly. I got out my phone and texted him 'obvious much ?' I typed and hit send. Which set an alarm off in his pocket. Damn I'm so stupid now he has to stand up and get it out. The phone. He read it and glanced at me with the 'are you serious look' he texted back 'yeah, I know. Thanks for making me stand up' I read it and then put my phone away.

We continued to Skype until midnight. "Hey guys, I'm really tired. I'm going back to my dorm" Eleanor announced. We all said goodbye and she left. Louis soon lost interest and he also left. Liam also went soon after that because he didn't want to disturb louis. "Well it's just us now" Zayn said. "Actually we are gonna call it a night" the girls said agreeing with each other while yawning, "oh, ok. Goodnight then" we all said to them. We shut the laptop and sat in silence for a moment. "So. Should we leave ?" Calum asked meaning should Ash, Luke Michael and him go. "Yeah. I'm sleeping now" Zayn announced. Not long after I was lying in my bed. Niall was fast asleep in the bed next to mine. I start thinking to myself how I haven't found someone here yet, not even someone who looks pretty fit. Well apart from our friends. The girl ones. But I can't do anything with them because they only know us because the others want to make a move in them. These thoughts are the ones that send me into a deep sleep. "Harry" I faintly hear. It's Niall. Wait. It's a girl. "Niall I think he's like dreaming or something" she said " just like shake him and yell his name. But quietly" Niall replied. It must be Beth. "Harry wake up" she ps shaking my body. I want to open my eyes and make a very rude joke but I resist. "Seriously. I know you can hear me your like laughing in your sleep" she says. I can just tell she has her hands on her hips the way that girls do. She stands over me. "Niall, where's the bucket of cold water ?' She says loudly. That's enough to make me get out of bed. I shot up and rubbed my eyes. "Oh hey. No need to get aggressive with your wake up skills" I say jokingly "haha very funny. Now get up. It's 1pm and we're going for lunch" Beth told me, I didn't realise it was that late.

I got up and dressed while her and Niall were talking. "Ok I'm ready" I told them. We all walked down to the cafeteria. "Hey" I said to the rest of the group. They all replied the greeting. I feel so sad. They all look so happy and excited, trying to please and flirt with the girls. I just don't have anyone. Louis is my best friend along with Niall but I want someone more then that. A girlfriend. That's what I want. Someone i can tell they're beautiful and then cover them with kisses and go in movie dates then sit huddled up in my bed talking about anything cuddling together, someone I can lend my jumpers to in the winter, someone to wake me up in the morning. Someone just someone.

Someone like Beth.

Shit.