Rye's pov:
It was midnight as I laid there watching Andy sleep, he made me feel calm as I have really bad nightmares and when I get septareted from Andy, my body feels like it been shot at 1000,000 times that's called anxiety, I hate it but that's me, welcome to my crazy life, I wonder if Andy really understands me, even Blair our manger didn't believe me. The only people that understands me is Brook, Mikey also Jack so I vo to them if I need to talk about my day and they made me a 100 times better, you always need your friends around you if your having a problem in your life. I accidentally knocked Andy and woke him up, sorry babe I needed to move I whispered making him smile.
I rolled my sleeves up and got up off the bed while Andy went back to sleep, thank god, as I walked into the bathroom and looked at the bathtub then at the cupboard above the sink.
I looked in the cupboard and found some pills that belong to Brook because he has to take them every 2 hours as he is depressed and he won't noticed they are gone, I tipped the whole bottle in my hands and sat in the bathtub just looking at these pills. Do I really need to do this? I kept thinking to myself, then suddenly the door opened, shit I forgot to lock it as I just sat there, still as ever, not even looking at Andy.
Rye what are you doing in the bathtub with pills? I whispered I have really bad nightmares all the time, that's why I can't sleep at night also then I'm not with you I get bad anxiety, I just didn't want to be here anymore, I though you didn't care about me? He grabs the pills out my hands and puts them back in the bottle. As he puts it back in the cupboard then helped me out the bathtub.
I spoke can you fix me Andy.
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roadtrip TV One-shots (Boyxboy)
Fanfictionread to find out, if you like roadtrip and you ship Rylyn, you will like this. There is also some other ships as well. Requests are open but only for boyxboy. Dm me if you got any requests.
