Hey! I'm not sure if any of y'all still read any of this cause I haven't posted in so long but so much has been going on with me i have no motivation to write anymore but that's not what I wanna talk about. I need some of yalls advice cause honestly this is tearing me up inside. So I know there's always been racism in the Kpop community but am I the only one that feels like it's getting worse lately? Like every time I get on social media I come across idols beings racist or saying ignorant shit or Kpop fandoms saying shit to put black people and other people of color down. I'm really sensitive to shit like this and it's really affecting the way I feel about Kpop. I don't want to abandon it because it's helped me through dark times(and I've spent quite a few bucks on some Kpop albums😂)but honestly sometimes it seems to be the reason why I'm down so much lately. I know I'm putting a lot of my own emotions into it but i just wanted to know if some of y'all are feeling the same way or if y'all have any advice cause your girl could use some right about now. I wanted to talk about more but I'm also struggling with getting my thoughts out of my head so I hope this somewhat makes sense. Thanks for listening hopefully I can get back to updating soon. See ya👋🏾
