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"Olivia!" I hear Bens mom yelling. I open my eyes and realize,it wasn't a dream,it was real. The love of my life is dead. Murderd but by who? Whoever it was,I will kill them. I think of who it could have been. No one. Everyone loved him. About a week ago I went on Ig again. Bens mom already took down his page. Everyone is asking why.

1Weeklater-

I still don't get it. Its not real. I am not spending my day crying. It is all a dream. But it's not. I have to tell his fans,our fans. It hurts to say our so much. I decide to take a new picture of me and ben that hasn't been posted yet. A sunset picture of us kissing on the 4th of July. I crop the picture use a filter. I caption it with: As a lot of you suspected,Benjamin Lasnier,my boyfriend died on the 19th of September 2014(futureee). I know this is hard and it is in no way a JOKE. If you please understand,this is hard and his family and I would like some privacy. More info about his death coming as soon as we are doing better. Now- R.I.P. my wonderful angel. Fly high in heaven and say hi to my dad for me. See you! I love you more than anything and more then you will ever know. The world lost a person but heaven gained an angel.

a/n: sorry I know it really isn't what you expected. I hope you still read it. It will be okay and something will always happen to make it better. "In the end everything will be okay,if it isn't,it isn't the end yet''

I hope you also understand that this is hard for me to write too.

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