I go to the stage,really nervous.
"Hello. I guess nobody really cares now but I was his girlfriend.
soo.. where should I start. I guess how we meant,how he came in that classroom I don't even walk into that classroom anymore,how he smiled and made me feel good. He made me feel like I was somebody.He told me he would love me forever i guess forever was not that logng We fought,a lot,and now that he is gone I wish more than anything thatI could take it all back. I don't care if we would be together,but he needs to be here,more than anyone,cause he was the reason some people didn't kill themselves,inculding myself,on that stupid class trip. Picture this: Him standing here instead of me,the world would be happy,it would be the way it should be,I know that,thousands of people tell me that daily,but I keep living because he would want me to smile,that smile he told me was beautiful,he would want me to fall in love again,I hope I will,when I'm ready,because you should be in love when you're ready,not when your lonely,and even if I am now,I need time but I will again,for him. He was such an amazing person,and I know he is in a better,peaceful place meeting fans that died. I love you,forever and always,love,forever and ever."
I walked away brusting into tears. I am not ready.
a/n: sooo the speechs are over next chapter will be alittle twist. Sooo yeah. I don't know when The next chapter will come,i hope soon. btw listen to when I look at you while you read this.❤
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benivia A benjamin lasnier love story. Season 1
FanfictionWhen Olivia Gets a instgram her world canges. When a new boy who is instafamous lands in her class and might even like her, what should she do?
