After about 3 weeks I had to go back to school. All was okay,I guess. Everyone of instgram understood but I still haven't posted anything else. It hurts to even think about him right now.In the morning I wake up and take a shower,showering off all the sweat that I made while sleeping,dreaming of him.I cry in the shower like always,singing our song:"They don't know about us" from One Direction. I put on lots of make up to hide my dark circles from barely sleeping.Now I know how my mom felt,when she lost dad. I pick out a Long sleeve tshirt and jeans with my toms. I went downstairs and grabed something to eat and left "bye mom! I am going to visit Mrs. Lasnier before school" I yelled and closed the door. I always visit her in the mornings. Cause,she is still misrable.I knock and she opens,trying to smile a little. "Hello closest thing I have to a kid " she says laughing a little,obviesly still thinking its a joke. "Hi!" I say back trying to be strong. "I am going back to school todaY thiught it would be good before the funeral tonight" I say."yeah? ok. see you tonight'' she says hugging me. I leave. I visit everyday but I can only handle about 3 minutes. I walk to school.
Maddie was wierd all day. I thought she might be nice after what happened but no,she looked dark. So I talked to Alex. My best friend. Bens best friend. "So you comin tonight bae?" he says always calling me bae. "yeah. holding a speech.you alexi" I ask. "me too"
a/n:NOT EDITED. SORRY!
SAD I KNOW! ♥BUT SHE MIGHT FALL IN LOVE SOON. MAYBE? ♥
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benivia A benjamin lasnier love story. Season 1
FanficWhen Olivia Gets a instgram her world canges. When a new boy who is instafamous lands in her class and might even like her, what should she do?
