Second Chance? {A Zayn Malik Fanfic}

Second Chance?

“Listen to me.” Zayn said as he followed me into his bedroom.

“I don’t want to.” I said and took a seat on the sofa.

“Come on let me explain it to you.” He said and sits next to me.

“Oh so you have an explanation for it? That’s great.” I said in a sarcastic way.

“Come on Dara you know I didn’t mean to go out with her.”

“She asked you for coffee and you couldn’t say you have a girlfriend.” I was angry and hurt. We have been together for almost a year now and this was the first time he had ever done something so upsetting.

Though he had our ups and downs but this was first time he had ever made me cry.

“You held her hand at the coffee table.” I reminded him and he lowered his eyes.

“I didn’t mean to I was drunk.” He tried to explain but the explanation was invalid.

“Zayn listen to me. You did what you did okay and I don’t need an explanation but you crossed the line and there is no explanation for it.” I said and tried to hold back my tears.

Even thinking about another girl gave me Goosebumps. I didn’t want to lose him. He is all I have after my family. He is my family now but I think he don’t understand it now.

“Listen I’ll tell you what happen. Perrie and I were just sitting casually and then some paparazzi came over and started asking us random questions. Well Perrie had a doubt between you and me so she asked and I told her how our relationship is. How you and I are secretly dating for over a year now. She told paparazzi that things might happen between her and me so that if any rumour starts it’s about her and me not you and me. She was trying to save us.” He held my hand. His warm skin was electric against mine. He held it tight and I looked at him.

“Well look Dara you have no clue what happened there just don’t trust these paparazzies they will speak and try everything they can just to spice up the things. And well I was drunk and was missing you badly and yeah for a sec I thought she was you and our lips might-”

“YOU KISSED HER?” I was more of confused than shocked. How could he do that? Does this relation mean anything to him at all?

“We didn’t kissed. I promise it was just our lips might have collided I don’t remember exactly what happened.” It was too late for him to explain anything. I couldn’t control myself. I took my hand from his and kept it on my chest my heart beat was racing I wasn’t sure what to say but he just kept on speaking.

“WE didn’t, you know it. I don’t know I’m just… I was just… I was drunk. I don’t remember what happened. But I know we didn’t-” I interrupted him with a smile. I stood up and he looked at me. He is the most amazing person I’ve ever met.

“Zayn you remember when I first met you told me you see a future in us?” I asked and he simply nodded.

“I did too. But the difference is I don’t see it anymore. I have loved you from the starting and yes I use to dream about you when we haven’t met. I was just another Directioner at that time and till today whenever you kiss me or say something sweet I go to Eleanor and Danielle and fangirl about it.” It was getting hard for me to speak anymore but I didn’t want to stop now because if I did I might not say these words again.

I took his hand in mine.

“Zayn all of this; being with you, laughing with you, crying with you when we watch a movie. No actually I use to cry and you use to laugh and pat my back and laugh some more.” This made him smile. We had wonderful memories. It was just like watching a movie. At the end everything goes where it should go.

“Zayn I just… I don’t think… I just need-”

“Don’t Dara please don’t do this to me.” He interrupted me and I swear I saw a tear in his eye but as soon as I looked into his eyes it vanished. “You are my everything. You are the reason I wake up every morning because I know whatever happen you will never leave my side and yes I was stupid yesterday but-” he started biting his lips and I knew at that very moment that what I’m about to say will not only change my world but will affect his too.

“Zayn all I’m saying is I think we should just take a break you know meet other people and realise what we feel for each other.” My throat dried at that very moment I wanted to run away and never look back I wanted to turn the time around and get back what we had.

“Dara you don’t mean it. You know I know when you are lying to me.” He said and stepped closer to me. I can feel his breath on my face. It was warm and comforting.

“I am so sorry Zayn. But what I mean is I don’t want to be your secret anymore. Either I’m public or I’m out. Now it’s up to you.” I stepped away and took my coat which was lying on his bed.

The door of his bedroom opened and Liam enters.

“Zayn You won’t believe what Niall did he-” Liam broke off I guess he understood what was happening here.

“Oh Dara you are here, Nice to see you again. Come join us for breakfast Niall cooked it.” Liam said and stepped aside of the room’s door.

I took my belonging and with tears in my eyes I tried to speak with my head down.

“I think I should leave I have some business to look after but thanks for your concern. And say hi to Danielle and tell her that I miss her.” I said and left the room and the house.