Chapter TWO - What should I do?

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When I walked in my house everything felt like it was trying to tell me what I did was wrong. I sat on my bed and cried.

Took a photograph from my desk in my hand and admired it. We took it at Liam’s Birthday party. We looked so happy. We were drinking coke from a glass which had over 8 straws. He was having 6 in his mouth and I had just 2. We were laughing so hard and then out of no where he told me he loved me. Through out our relationship this was the first time he told me he loved me. That night was crazy and some wild things happened. I will never ever forget that night.

That night around 3am I took him to his room and he closed the door. It was way too dark for me to make out where his bed was so I just stood in silence and heard him laugh.

“What happen?” I asked him.

“You know what you are so cute.” He said and turned the night light on. It was dim but at least I was able to see him.

He hugged me from behind. Grabbed my waist and stood there for a moment.

“You know I love you SO SO SO much. Please never leave me you are mine.” He said and kissed my neck. I felt a bit shy at that time.

“Come on Zayn you are drunk.” I said and tried to get myself into reality.

“I’m not I just had a glass of beer and that not drinking. Tonight I don’t wanna be drunk at all.” He tuned me around and pushed me on the wall.

“You are amazing Dara and I want you to always remember it.” He said and kissed my neck. He then kissed my cheeks and then we kissed for a moment.

That night was so passionate that I never doubted his love again.

But than what is happening to me? Why would I say all those things I just did?

I shut my phone off and looked outside, it was about to snow. And the weather forecasters said it might snow the whole day today.

I missed him. Shall I get back to him?

He was just drunk he didn’t mean to kiss her.

But what if it might happen again?

Should I give it another go?

But I don’t wanna be a secret anymore.

I just wish I had someone to tell me what to do.

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