Not Over You

Chapter 2

What it feels like to fall for someone who's out of your reach? You'll never able to meet him in person, not even single touch, and he might never notice you anyway. But in your deepest heart you knew that this feeling that grounded in your heart, fullfilled the criteria of love. Eventough that sounds silly, impossible, and even a sin...
The more you deny, the bigger this feeling grows. And it just get bigger, bigger, and bigger...

Rara's POV

3 am

Holy molly I've been stuck with this laptop for almost 7 hours doing this stupid assignment and now its 5 hours until class. What is the meaning of sleep? That word doesn't even exist in my dictionary anymore. Grrh...
I'm shuting down my laptop and went into my bed. Lying in bed covered my self with blanket, in my mind I still remembering moments when Randy said that he's finally complete his degree and he will be officially graduated about three weeks from now, and I'm gonna be there as his companion wohoo, graduation is very exciting.
I'm about to take a very very short sleep when suddenly from out of nowhere I have a slight desire to open my Instagram, yeah, just checking some photos, nothing necessary. My eyes is almost closed, I'm very sleepy actually. Who will post a photo on 3 am anyway? But I keep scrolling, scrolling, and scrolling...then I saw Kurt's post he took a photo with Sam, Joel and Jason. Aw this might give me some nice dream...but suddenly there's one word that caught my eye, 'Jakarta' and I read the whole caption, he said:

"Me and @thesamtsui will be at the potato head garage in Jakarta, Indonesia on 4:30 pm at June 18th for a meet and greet!!! Hope to see you guys there! More info at youtubefansid.com"

"SWEET MOTHER OF MONKEY MILK! Is this for real?!" I felt like just got an electric shot, all those sleepy feelings was suddenly gone I was like, oh my God, I can't believe what I just read.

Kurt.
Hugo.
Schneider.
Is.
Coming.
To.
Indonesia!!!

I literally almost jump out of my bed. I knew that Kurt and Sam are going on tour to almost every country in Asia except Indonesia, it broke my heart but all I can do is commented "Why don't you come to Indonesia? Please come to Indonesia 😭" Well, I guess there's a lot of Indonesian who said that and they heard about that and finally decided to come here! But then I read the caption again. I did what Kurt said and I check the YouTube Fans ID's page. It said that the registration is already closed and they will use first come first serve system and everybody will able to entrance until its full. Kurt just posted it like one minute ago and the registration is already closed because it's full? How come? I feel upset for awhile. I read the caption again and I'm frozen. June 18th. That is Randy's graduation. I have to be there but I'm dying to see Kurt and Sam, especially Kurt.

"..."

Oh Lord...This can't be any worse...