"Baby, I'm sorry," Yoongi says and Jimin nods, staring off into the distance.
"I know"
"I shouldn't have yelled at you, I shouldn't have gotten drunk, I didn't mean to hurt you," Yoongi says.
"Hyung, I know," Jimin groans. He doesn't want to think about the events of last night. It hurts him too much to think about.
"Then why are you being so distant?" Yoongi asks. Jimin sighs before turning to look at him.
"I told you about my father and yet you go out and party and drink, you come over here, call me and tell me you should have never got involved with a kid," Jimin says bitterly and yoongi's face drops in shame.
"Am I really just some kid to you?" Jimin asks, "because people say the truth when they're drunk," Jimin says, his voice cracking slightly.
Yoongi cups Jimin's face, "of course not, I didn't mean it Jimin, I love you so much," Yoongi coos and Jimin closes his eyes, leaning his cheek against Yoongi's palm. Jimin didn't do or say anything except for hiding his face in Yoongi's chest.
Jimin hasn't even told Yoongi that his mother knows about them, that she's okay.
"My mom... she's uh..."
Jimin wants to tell Yoongi what happened, but he doesn't feel like mows the time. Things have just gone downhill, their relationship spiralled down.
"What about her?" Yoongi asks curiously and Jimin only closes his eyes.
"She really liked my hair."
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It's hard to look at Yoongi sometimes without seeing him like he was the other night.
A few days later, Jimin's mom has run out to do some errands and Jimin and Yoongi haven't been talking as much lately. Sending one or two-word texts or none at all sometimes, and Jimin feels like he's the one who's causing it. Maybe he was being unfair to Yoongi, the older is allowed to drink, he just hated the idea of that.
There's a knock on the door and Jimin stands up from the couch, setting down his bowl of cereal. He shuffles towards the door and opens it and of course, Yoongi's standing in front of him, hands in his pockets "Jimin," Yoongi says, reaching one hand out to hold his hand.
"Yes?" Jimin asks and Yoongi frowns. He
"You've been avoiding me," Yoongi says, leaning in to kiss Jimin's lips but Jimin turns his face so Yoongi kisses his cheek instead. He closes his eyes, shaking his head. "Is this because of the other night?"
"Of course it is, Hyung. I still hate that you showed up on my doorstep drunk off your ass, just to be a real asshole to me, I know we talked about this before but this... I don't like it."
"And I'm so sorry, it's just Hoseok's being an asshole and forcing me to go to another party," Yoongi sighs and Jimin clenches his teeth.
"Please don't drink," Jimin says.
"I mean, you could come with me," Yoongi says, raising his eyebrows and Jimin looks at him confused. "You can keep me in check," Yoongi assures him, placing his hand on Jimin's waist. "Plus I think it will be fun to go to a party with you," Yoongi says, nudging his nose against Jimin's. The younger thinks about it, it could be fun.
"That could be fun," Jimin agrees and Yoongi smiles widely, pulling Jimin to his chest.
Jimin leans his head on Yoongi's shoulder, sighing slightly. "Do you want to come in?" Jimin asks.
Yoongi nods as Jimin tugs him into the house, closing the door behind them.
They end where they were a couple nights ago, shirtless and cuddling, Jimin running his fingers down Yoongi's chest tiredly, tracing different things on his skin. Yoongi's asleep, face in Jimin's hair. Yoongi's phone goes off.
"Can you answer that for me?" Yoongi mumbles. Jimin nods as he turns around reaches for the phone from the nightstand. Yoongi had changed his passcode to 1013, which Jimin found adorable. It's a text from Hoseok and Jimin scoffs.
"It's Hoseok Hyung," Jimin says.
"Tell him we're busy," Yoongi says, turning to the other side of the bed so his back is to Jimin. he cuddles with the pillow and Jimin rolls his eyes at how much of a baby Yoongi is sometimes.
Jimin texts Hoseok back,
Dipshit #2 Where are you?
yoongi : busy, Yoongi is sleeping
Dipshit #2 Don't look at his camera roll ;)
Jimin scrunches his nose as he replies with an 'okay?" He wouldn't do this, ever, but Hoseok told him not to and now he can't help but look, being the nosy person he is. He knows Hoseok said that on purpose to get him to look anyway. He looks over his shoulder to make sure Yoongi is asleep, back facing him. Jimin presses Yoongi's photo icon.
He goes to his camera roll and nothing is out of the ordinary. There's pictures of he and Jimin together, embarassing photos of Hoseok, Namjoon and Seokjin. As he keeps scrolling theres landscape photos and pretty aesthetically pleasing photos. Jimin stops on a certain photo, his cheeks turning red as he notices the picture when they first met. Yoongi must have forwarded it to himself.
Jimin tries to hide his smile at the picture of Yoongi kissing his cheek.
He continues scrolling, some memes as well and he doesn't know what Hoseok means. There's nothing bad on his-- oh. Jimin tries not to choke as he comes across one specific photo. "Fuck," He gasps, looking back at Yoongi who is peacefully sleeping.
"Oh my god," Jimin says, biting his bottom lip. He does the one thing he thinks of and forwards it to himself. He deletes the text message right after, placing the phone back on the night stand.
Jimin turns around to face Yoongi's back, poking the middle of it urgently. "Hyung," He says.
"What do you want, brat?" Yoongi asks, rolling to the other side so he's nose to nose with Jimin. The younger glances down at Yoongi's sweats.
"Just comparing and trying to imagine, thats all," Jimin says, a grin on his face and Yoongi raises an eyebrow before pulling Jimin closer to him.
"You're weird sometimes."
With that Yoongi closes his eyes again and Jimin sighs. "Why couldn't you have shared that with me," He whispers to the older, knowing he can't hear him.
"I mean it's no seven, but it's really...wow."
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