May 5, 2010

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        It’s three o’clock in the morning and I am sitting on my bed , staring at the folded up note in front of me.  I want to open it and read the rest of the letter, but I am afraid of what it says.  I shake my head and tell myself to man up.  Reaching forwards, I gingerly pick up the note and slowly unfold it.  I gaze down at the loopy handwriting warily, and sigh.

 Sarah,

 I wanted to let you know that last night was amazing, and I really want to get to know you.  I know you have a boyfriend and I know that you don’t want him to find out, but we can work around it.  I want to meet you at Carl’s Coffee down the street from your building at eight tomorrow morning.  

Maybe then we could go for a second round ;)

 Albert

 A rabid shout escapes from my body, radiating off the thin walls.  Tears run down my face as I crumple the note into a ball, tossing it on the floor.  I stand and pace my room, My tears dripping onto the cool hardwood.  As I approach the far wall, my anger channels through me and into my arm as I take a swing at the dry-wall.  My hand stings, and my eyes water, but I feel a small amount of satisfaction flow through me as I look at the small hole in the wall.    

 I remember the small kiss she blew at me as she left, and sigh dramatically, remembering how wrong it felt.  I remember the awkwardness in the elevator, and how I had to be the one to break it.  I shake my head slightly.  I look over at the clock in the corner and notice that it is already six forty-five.  

 I decide to clean my self up, shaving and taking a shower for the first time in a week.  When I’m done, I head out the door and head in the direction of the small coffee shop I was in yesterday.  The sign looms over head like a thunder cloud, making me close my eyes and breath in deep breaths.  

 Determined, I head into the almost empty shop.  In the corner, sitting way too close together, are Sarah and Albert, laughing hysterically.  I approach them with my head held high.  It takes them a moment or two to notice me standing there, but when they do,  I can visibly see the colour drain from their faces.

         “Drew, what are you doing here?” She asks, guilt filling her voice.  Albert shifts uncomfortably in his seat.  I don’t respond, all I do is pull the note out from my back pocket and throw it on the table.  

         “Hey man,” I say, with no emotion in my voice, “You dropped this when you ran away from my Ex-girlfriend's apartment.” 

 When their faces go wide with shock, I walk away, knowing that the damage has been done.  I hear footsteps behind me but I don’t turn around, even when Sarah starts calling my name out in the voice I fell in love with.  I clench my fists when she tries to grab my arm, sobbing hysterically.  I angrily shake her off of me and storm away.

 When I walk away, the last thing I hear from her is a small, I’m sorry.  Her sobs follow me all the way to my home and haunt me as I flop down on the sofa and drift off into a restless sleep.

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