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They arrived at his house later in the evening, they were greeted by Jaemin's mom. "Oh! You must be Jeno right?" she smiled, guess now he knows where Jaemin's beautiful smile came from. Jeno nodded and the younger dragged him to go to upstairs where his room is.

As they enter his room, he is greeted by flowers, lots of it. All of the same kind, they all are small, white and droopy-looking flowers.

"They are called snowdrops, beautiful isn't it?" It is true, their beautiful, quite enchanting actually, Jeno thought. "These are flowers that I cough every single day," the younger continued.

"But why do they look sad? It's beautiful, it really is, but it looks droopy, kind of giving me the sad look."

The younger chuckled, "Although they look sad or droopy, actually they symbolizes hope." Jeno doesn't know why, he got the goosebumps.

"Is that why you-" the younger nodded, "Wow.. I never knew these small flowers gives quite a powerful meaning." Both of them laughed, they don't know why, they just feels like it, probably to cut the awkward tension in the atmosphere. "Where you got them?" he asked.

"My mom bought it for me, after I refused on her suggestion on getting surgery for nth time." He muttered, "First it was just one then it continues to populate, it's okay though, it makes my room look more prettier."

He looked at the surrounding, there's bunch on the study table, bunch near the lamp of the nightstand, and bunch on the hanging small vase near the windows. The room is full of it for sure.

"Hey Jeno, how can you never felt any attraction towards others?" the younger asked.

"I actually don't know either, guess no one interests me."

"I wish I could live like that"

"Don't say that" the younger looked at him, he continued, "Although it looks like fun and all, you don't have to suffer or anything. It's boring, you don't feel anything, everyone out there is living happily while you just sit there and wish you would feel the same but you can't. At least when you are suffering this, you can learn on moving on. I want to feel all of it. The ups and downs of being in love. Because to be honest, it feels lonely to be like this." Jeno rambled, Jaemin stares at him in awe.

"I.. Didn't know actually," the younger answered. Then he suddenly chuckled.

"What's so funny?"

"Nothing just.. I wonder how many people you cause them to have yellow tulips."

"Yellow tulips?"

"Hopeless love."

"Hahahaha... probably none."

"Sure keep lying to yourself."

"Uhm since it's quite late can I just sleep here? I'm too lazy to drive home," Jeno asked. The younger laughed and nodded. Just in time, Ms. Na called them for dinner.

"But there's one bed though?" The younger realized after eating their dinner.

"I can sleep on the floor or we could share?" The older suggested.

"You alright sleeping on the floor right? I'm sorry my bed is too precious and small to be shared," he retorted and they both laughed.

The next day, Jeno suffered a bit of back pain,

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Too make up for the late update, how about a DOUBLE update?!? The boys seems too warm up to each other. Probably too warm up..

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