I paced back and forth in the bathroom not daring to look at myself in the mirror. I was so dissapointed in myself, not because I did it, but because I wanted to do it again. I wanted to feel his hands all over me as his lips kissed every inch of my body.
I knew it was wrong to think this way because I'm married, and what's worse is there brothers. I didn't know if I should confess what I did, or to confront ethan about it.
I opened the door taking a deep breath as I walked downstairs and the sound of there laughs immediately echoed through the house.
I topped the corner of the living room and they both were sitting on the couch shirtless playing video games. I didn't Dare to make eye contact with either one of them, I just kept walking into the kitchen.
I doubt they even noticed me.
I walked over pouring me a glass of coffee as I starred out of the window watching the rain fall. Even if it's wet and gloomy it was still a beautiful day.
I slightly smiled as I felt two strong arms wrap around my waist as he dug his head into my kneck laying a soft kiss on my skin. I knew exactly who it was by the familiar smell of cologne he wore, the same kind he wore when I met him in college.
"I'm sorry for coming off rude lastnight, you know I love it when you do that, i was just super exhausted"
I turned around looking into his eyes for the first time in a while. I almost forgot how beautiful they were.
I nodded as I looked down but my head was quickly lifted up and my lips were connected with his as his hands gripped my thighs lifting me on top of the counter.
He pulled away admiring me as he stuck a strand of hair behind my head and smiled.
"I took the day off so I could spend some time with my girl, what do you wanna do?"
I couldn't help but to smile at the thought of him wanting to spend time with me again, but I also couldn't help but to feel quilty for kissing his brother after he rejected me for the 100th time.
I bit my lip as I began to think and I looked back up meeting eyes with his.
"I just want a day in, a warm bath, order takeout and watch movies as we cuddle all day" I mumbled as I pulled him inbetween my legs closer.
He smiled as he pecked my lips. "Sounds great".
I went to pull him in but I was quickly cut off by the several sarcastic coughs that left Ethan's mouth as he stood in the kitchen door way with his arms crossed.
"Seems like you two are back to liking each other" he teased as he walked over grabbing his jacket off the kitchen chair and throwing it on, as he reached for his helmet.
I didn't know what to say so I sat there silent dodging the dark stares he gave me.
"Weve always liked each other E, I was just letting work get inbetween" Grayson shot back as he looked back at me.
I again stayed silent.
"Well alright, I'll leave you to love birds alone, I'm going home"
Apart of me wanted to tell him to stay because it was raining but another felt so quilty that I even thought of him in such a way that I allowed him to walk out.
I felt myself being picked up and tossed over Graysons shoulder letting a loud laugh leave my lips as he carried me upstairs.
"Grayson where are you taking me" I yelled.
I felt his hand land on my butt as he gave it a slight squeeze.
"To remind you what a good feeling feels like"
