"I'm here for you Ren, I'm not ever going to leave you. These are words that must never be mentioned, but I love you with all my heart, I always have and always will. In time I hope you will love me the same way as I do to you... but for now.
You should sleep."
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Ren's POVI don't know how long I fell asleep for, but after I opened the bathroom door, I started to feel dizzy again and was on the verge of collapsing.
I was surprised to see Haru running up to me and embracing me. He looked as though he was in some sort of distress. The shock of Haru's hug was enough to make me nervous creating a million different emotions and feelings I never knew was possible for a human being to ever encounter. If it wasn't for Haru's arms holding me up I would have made a complete fool of myself and would have definitely fallen.
All I remember was getting picked up by Haru as he took me to my bed. He was stroking my hair and caressing my face. He was whispering sweet words in his kind and gentle voice. I can't remember what he said exactly, but I do recall him telling me to sleep. He must have said something important, it's a shame I can't remember what it was.
I stared at the ceiling and cleared my head. I check my watch and sighed in utter disappointment. It's 10:30 am, school had already started and I have missed a day of school. I have sadly lost my record of 100% attendance. Not that I really cared anymore, all I wanted to do was see Haru.
I touched my forehead, I felt a lot better now. My head doesn't feel dizzy and I don't feel like I'm going to be sick or throw up anymore, which is a good sign.
The door opens and in comes Haru with a plate of delicious home-cooked soup and a smile on his face as he looks at me.
"Ren you are awake." His face gleams as he places down the bowl of soup on the bedside table and brings out the thermometer he was holding.
"Open wide." I immediately obey, my eyes still locked onto his, watching his every movement. After a few moments, he takes it out and checks the thermometer.
"It seems like your fever has gone down." He sits down on a chair next to my bed and places the bowl of soup on his lap. "I was so worried."
He spoons the soup and gently blows on it. "Open wide". I was a blushing mess.I suddenly felt so bad. "I'm sorry Haru." I divert my gaze and turn my head looking away from Haru.
"Ren, why are you apologising?" Haru's calm and confused voice warms my heart and brings me to tears.
"It's all my fault! Don't you see, I was the one that got sick and now you have to skip work in order to look after me! I'm just a nuisance! A pain in the neck. I didn't mean to cause any trouble. I-I just." I burrow myself underneath my bed covers silently praying for help. This is ridiculous, I can barely form a simple sentence in front of Haru, why would I think I could be able to talk to him?
"Ren, I'm sorry."
What did he say?
"I have made everything between us too uncomfortable. I'm sorry for what happened last night. Leading you on and hurting your feelings. I know what I did to you was wrong. But your not a nuisance. If you're worried about the cafe, I didn't skip work. I am working in the afternoon, as Iku insisted to take this morning shift." I let out a sniffle after hearing his words.
"And Ren, I did notice that you didn't sleep last night. Were you awake for four hours?
"How did you know?" I mumbled underneath the covers.
"Well, the fact that you actually firsthand woke up in the morning arose my suspicions."
Dammit, I forgot I never wake up so easily in the morning.
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Ren X Haru~ {Super Lovers} Your Mine
FanfictionContains Fluff- you have been warned! -RenxHaru Ren has been living with Haru for 6 months now and has no idea how to keep his emotions and feelings he has for Haru to himself. Is it okay to fall in love with your step-brother?