Chapter 3...

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Hanzo's Pov

I woke up to a dim room and the sound of light rain on my bedroom window. I took a deep breath and stretched out on the bed. My blood went cold when I noticed I wasn't the only one in my bed. Immediate panic filled my body but, my heartbeat started to slow back down once I realized that it was only Jesse by my side. The heat radiating from his body was somewhat comforting. It was a nice change from how my bed usually was, cool and silky. I figure it won't last long though because McCree had started to shift in his sleep. I closed my eyes quickly to appear as though I had been asleep the whole time. He woke with a slight groan, but I could soon feel his gaze on my face.

This was weird and my heartbeat began to quicken as he stared at my face indefinitely. I decided that I couldn't keep this up forever and I rolled over and sighed acting as though I was just then waking up.

"Mornin' Hanzo... How are you feeling?"

"I am fine, I uh am sorry for last night," I say almost in a whisper. Yet he hears me clearly.

"Darlin' it really is no issue, you act as though emotion is a problem. I will be here whenever you need a shoulder to cry on or a punching bag."

My face turned a bright red at the nickname and his consideration. I think that this became very clear as he giggled a bit at the sight of me. I felt trapped in this situation with no escape. My memories were flooding back from the night before, and I didn't know how not to cry again so I just pulled Jesse close into a hug and hid my face in his shoulder.

"Thank you, Jesse," I say muffled into his body. I was very relieved with his decision not to push me away, instead, he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to his body.

Jesse's Pov

I think that Hanzo has started to actually warm up to me a bit. he is still quiet, but I was shocked that he didn't try to push me away once he woke up this morning. The best part of this morning I would have to say if when I called him darlin' and his face turned a pink color and his eyes lit up, I don't think he hated it either because instead of running away he swung his arms around my neck and buried his face in my chest.

"Hanzo I do hope you are feeling better now though, I can't stand seeing you upset."

There Hanzo goes again his face getting warm to my chest as I look down at him, trying so hard not to show his face to me.

"I uh am better now. You know though Jesse I have only ever told one person of what happened to my brother and it was you."

He was calling me by my first name now not just McCree it felt good, it felt even better that he trusted me enough to tell me about this brother. Though it may have just been him being vulnerable or maybe it was just because he was drunk last night, but he didn't seem to regret doing so. Hanzo's grip loosened on me and before I could get another word out of my mouth he had pulled me down to his face for a kiss.

Hanzo's Pov

Is he flirting with me? I can't tell, why would he anyway, he doesn't really know me. He has to like me in some type of way, he's stayed with me not leaving when I get emotional or even when I cry. He didn't shun me for being drunk and vulnerable, he instead shielded me and made me feel loved. This crush is becoming worse by the second. I think I am way more out of my element than usual because I didn't want to share conversation any longer just express how I felt about him. I couldn't stand not being as close as possible to him and before I could think about it I was locking lips with Jesse, in my bedroom.

I was enjoying every moment of the kiss, the body heat, the release of all of my pent up emotions, and sharing the same air as Jesse McCree. It was short but sweet and there was a bit of fear of what would happen at the end of these few seconds. I stepped back slightly and looked at Jesse he was about as surprised at what I just did as I was. I shut my eyes tight preparing for some type of outrage to be expelled from Jesse, but he only pulled me in again for a deeper kiss than the previous one.

It was nice nobody had ever treated me in such a way before. This can't be lust, he has been here for me when I needed him. I starting to love this charming cowboy quicker than I can keep up with. He put a hand to my jaw and held it while exploring my mouth with his tongue. The amount of joy I felt was immeasurable I knew my face was turning red because I began to get all hot for the thousandth time today. It had only been a minute or two before he pulled away and looked into my eyes.

I was finding it hard to keep eye contact because the way he had just kissed me made me more than a bit aroused.

"Is that what you expected darlin'?" A sly grin started to spread across his face making me get all hot again.

"Much... much more than what I expected in return Jesse."

I was feeling a bit more comfortable with the idea of waking up next to Jesse more often.

"Jesse how does some food sound?"

"I'd love to eat with you darlin'"

I have the feeling that Jesse's stay at my house was about to get a lot more intresting...

Authors Note!

This was a really weird chapter I'm actually super lost with how to keep writing this if you guys want to see anything happen in this story feel free to tell me! Also yes this will have smut in it don't worry my loves, I know we all love seeing that in McHanzo fics. Also also I felt like Hanzo's feeling were a but rushed but he's a passionate soul my friends haha. Thanks for reading once again!

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