Last night consisted of eating and laughing . Talking about old times . Eventually I ended up back in my room on my bed , staring at the picture . I couldn't help but hold it to my chest and let a few tears escape . But soon I had fell asleep and a new day has begun.
As crazy as it sounds , the first thing I wanted to do when I got home was eat instead of shower like most people . But now I was ready for a shower . I went to my drawers to see what was inside and sure enough , my mom bought new bras and underwear for me . Everything in here is mostly black or dark , she knows my style . I grab a bra and some underwear with no designs or anything .
I go to the second drawer to find several different pairs of pants . I pick out simple black jeans , and go to my closet where several tops , shirts , blouses , cardigans and even dresses are . After looking through a few I pick out a simple navy green blouse and a jean jacket . I look down and notice different shoes .
"I'm hoping you still wear the same size ." I hear my mom's voice behind me . "I do" I say smiling grabbing a simple pair of converse . My mom reaches to the bottom drawer and gives me some socks .
"Good morning ma" I say giving her a kiss on the cheek . I lay my stuff out on the bed and look at it to make sure I have everything .
"I put all your essentials in your bathroom too. I was thinking when ever you want to go out we can do a bit of extra girl shopping" she said .
"I would love that." My eyes travel back to the picture on my nightstand and I sigh .
"Is she pretty?" I ask . Catching my mom off guard .
"His fiancée , is she pretty ?" I ask clarifying my question.
My mom sits on the bed and I sit beside her , being careful not to sit on the clothes or shoes .
"Honestly , she's not ugly . But she could use a few enhancements here and there. Or a few enhancements everywhere ." She gestures to her body proportions and I can't but help laugh a bit .
"She could never measure up to you y/n/n" she says looking at me .
"Aish that doesn't matter to me ma. I just hope she treats him well. He deserves the best." I say looking from the picture back down to the floor .
"You know what mom , I think I want to take you up on going out today" I say . My mom looks at she shocked and she smiled widely .
"Are you sure ??" She asks standing up.
"I'm sure ."
"Oh my gosh great ! , I'll give Dr. Kim a call!" she says leaving the room.
Am I really ready ?
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Irresistible // pjm
Fanfiction"You left me when I needed you most !" "I wouldn't have left if it was my choice"
