Today was the day ... the day I would see him again . And honestly I'm scared shitless . I have no idea what I'll do if he sees me . I have a plan to just stay in the back or in a corner . I just need to see him smile and I'll be okay. My mom and I went shopping this morning . I got a very elegant dress. It's light blue , my mom suggested a red one but I don't want to stand out too much.
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(A/n I know right "I don't want to stand out too much" my ass okay continuing)
I was currently pinning up my hair into a updo. Some brown curls falling . I have light make up on. Just enough to make me look alive . I took a glance at myself in the mirror , I looked ... mature .
"You look beautiful" I heard my dad say , I turned around and smiled .
"Thank you pa" I said . Turning on my heel I looked at myself one more time before grabbing my clutch from my bed .
"Are you sure you're ready for this" My dad asked holding my shoulders.
I sighed and looked at my dad . " I'm ready."
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We were finally here . My parents had to give their names to the security. When we drove into the parking area. They hesitated on letting us through because my name wasn't on the list. Only my parents . Which I figured . Considering his parents don't know I am out yet, and even if they knew . They wouldn't have invited me anyways ..
My parents park and we get out . There are few people outside and many photographers. One we get in , we go to the front desk. She points towards the door where the party is being held . And I begin to feel the nerves stronger than before .
"You guys can go it first" I say to my parents.
"Are you sure honey?" My mom asks .
"Yes I'll find you guys in a bit"
They nod and with linked arms they walk towards the double door. It is opened by two men standing by them. I watch as they enter into the dark room and the door is closed.
I take a deep breath as I think about what I'm about to do. "Just one look Y/n .Just one look" I say to myself as I begin to walk towards the doors . The men at the doors look at me and one of them smirks . He opens the door and I walk into the crowd of people , my heart thumping against my chest.
I stood to the side and the only people who took notice of me were the other people around me . I could hear guys clearly checking me out , I ignored them and continued to look around the room. My eyes hit my parents sitting down at a table to the far left . And then I could see that Mr. & Mrs. Park were seated with them talking . Soon another gentleman joined them with a tall brunette to his side . I was beginning to walk when the speakers went on and the man began to speak into the microphone.
"Good evening everyone" he spoke . He turned around and instantly I stopped .
Jimin.
He stood there next to the brunette , his arm around her waist pulling him close to her. His hair no longer was the dark brown it was now a ash brown , almost blonde. He looks so much more mature .. so handsome .
"I would like to thank everyone for coming tonight . It means a lot to me and my fiancée"
I watched him. And then there is was , his smile. I thought my heart couldn't sink anymore further into my chest . Until his eyes met mine . His smile faded . I couldn't move , I was stuck. My parents noticed where his eyes had landed and my dad quickly got up and went to him and whispered something in his ear .
"We.. we would like for everyone to enjoy . Please help yourselves to some champagne a-and again we thank everyone for coming" he rushed . He quickly handed the microphone off to his Father who seemed just as confused as everyone else in the room. Before anyone else could see me , my feet moved faster than my brain could catch up. Before I knew it I was out the doors and rushing to find the exit .
"Y/n !"
I stopped . I couldn't feel my legs anymore . I couldn't feel anything . I didn't want to turn to him and look.
Before I could say anything , I was pulled to a door nearby . I was pushing inside the room and a light was turned on. There he stood , anger written all over his face .. and he still managed to look amazing .
"What- how" he fumbled with his words .
"I-i didn't mean for you to see me" I said looking down.
"You come dressed like that and you expect no one to notice you ?" He asked . Be noticed my dress. So much for not wanting to stand out .
"I'm sorry" I said quietly .
"Why are you here ? Huh ? To ruin everything I have ? Tear me to pieces again ? Is that what you want ?" He said through gritted teeth coming closer to me .
I backed away and I hid my face. "Jimin-ah.."
"No. You don't call me that." He said .
I stayed quiet and he sighed.
"I never want to see you .. again." He said.
My eyes began to water but I held back the tears . I looked at him , stared right into those perfect eyes .
"Okay" I said . And then I walked out of the room, my heart breaking with every step.
