Sammy and I were in the car with my father, on the way to a new life. I have forgiven him for strangling me all those years ago, I will never forget the horrible thing though. I don't trust anyone anyways, liar for life.
"We are finally going to be happy Sammy! BE HAPPY!" I yelled in excitement shaking her.
"Heh, yeah sis."
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"I still have feelings for you, please understand that love is hard for a person like me. You and Candy were my only family when I had none. Please be with me." Sammy said.
I want to say no, truthfully. But I hate myself, so I don't care what I'm doing anymore. I will date anyone if they want me, if they ask. I won't even try to be with someone I don't deserve. Everyone.
"Yes."
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"I WANT TO FUCKING DIE!" I screamed while in my room knowing he was on the other side of the door.
He broke down the door and started to strangle me. Reminding me of what he has done in the past. He won't remember, but I'm not forgiving him ever again. He does this because drugs have took over his life.
I'm leaving.
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"Sammy, I can feel memories. Do you remember my 'father'?" I asked her.
"Yeah, why?" She asked.
"The reason we left is because he strangled me. My aunt told me years ago to not trust him, he is a liar. I never trusted anyone, so it was easy. He.. Called me the other day.." I explained to her, telling only truth.
"Oh, shit, why don't you tell me anything?" She asked.
"Because, I disappeared and you stayed for a while until you left to live with Kyber. What happened after I left?" I asked her after answering.
"Well, he didn't act like he did when you were there. Then a few days later, kicked me out. I called Kyber to get me as soon as you disappeared. I was only out for one day before Kyber got me. Why did you break up with me? The day before you left.." She asked me the question I didn't want to answer.
You only tell people things, if they ask about it.
"Eh.. Well.."
Because you're in love with Nesha? It is slightly the truth.
"Well, because we were still young and had no idea about the future."
LIES
YOU NEVER CHANGED
YOU WERE A SLUT
AND STILL AM
NO IM NOT
"You are like a sister to me and deserve better. Heh, I'm not able to love or be happy. You deserve someone who can feel emotions, have the same emotions for you as you have for them, to be happy.."
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One cut here,
One cut there,
No one will hear,
No one will care.
Deep cuts and large cuts all through my skin,
No one will care..
No one cares..
NOBODY WILL CARE!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
NO.
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I said to her before falling on the floor. Hurt.
"KAT?!" She screamed.
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"IS SHE OKAY?"
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"WE NEED TO GET HER TO THE HOSPITAL!"
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"Kat, please be okay. Wake up, I never told you anything on how I felt.. The situation we were both in.."
"My father was.."
"I had to be.."
"Kat.."
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End it all.
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Hello there people, this be the end of this chapter. This book is coming to a conclusion soon. New version or even part two of this or the old one may be made. I'm not sure. But this character I've developed in this book is through the emotions I feel, through my life. Everything that was a flashback from my writing perspective is all real. My father, me in love with certain people, my emotions are everywhere. I can't make up my mind. When I read this book again, I developed feelings for someone again. Other than the person I love now. But I refuse to go with the other person for what they have done to others, they even lied to me in reality. But yeah.
Hope you enjoyed this chapter, see ya l8er.
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Teen FictionI DECIDED TO MAKE A NEW ROOMMATES. I MADE MY FIRST ONE TWO YEARS AGO AND NOW WE GOING AGAIN. IN HERE, I'm single just like in real life. Makes it more interesting. This is just a book though.
