1 Month Later
I stopped cutting. I finally told my family what had been going on and they were there to support me. And Celeste was by my side the whole time. Sure there are still rumors going around that apparently I lost my virginity and I have aids and herpes and stuff. But I know that's not true and that's all that matters. I got off of social media because I was tired of comparing my self.
And I did something huge. I finally broke up with Andrew because I needed to work on myself. Sure he's been there to support me through it all. And some people even tell me that he was my forever and I just threw that away. But I think I did the right thing.
I'm going to be going to a new school this year and I'm going to get a fresh start. All I have to do is enjoy this summer and live my life the best I can.
No matter how bad things get suicide is never the answer. I was thinking about committing suicide and I almost did but I had my friends and my family there to talk to me about it.
IT DOES GET BETTER
It and seem hard but the harder you fight through it the better the out come will be. Giving up is NOT an option. Saying fuck it no one cares is not true. You have a whole life ahead of you and those people will get what's coming to them in time. Maybe not on your time but On God's time. You can inspire people with your story and be there for people who are going through the same thing as you. If you ever think about committing suicide talk to someone or call the suicide prevention line. Think about your hopes and dreams and your goals. How you could achieve them and think, "Is this really the answer? Could it get better?" And even if you think it won't wait. Don't pull the trigger, don't take the pills, don't tie the noose, and put down the knife. It WILL get better. Just wait. Evaluate. Treat yourself you deserve it. Love yourself because you are truly amazing no matter what anyone else says. They are nothing but petty losers if they can't get off of your back and leave you alone.
Your story is NOT over. And neither is mine.
Keep hanging on and pushing through. Never stop fighting.
My story is just beginning.
Suicide Prevention > 1-800-273-TALK (8255)
Love,
Jupiter Steel
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أدب المراهقينThis is a story about me a diary of some sorts. You will get to see what goes through my head, why I think the way I do and possible some of my tragedies I've suffered through. WARNING THIS GETS VERY EMOTIONAL ~ Jupiter #8 in #brokenfriendship 5...
