summary: Seán must decide if he wants to attend her wedding, even after the way he left things
I stared at the picture of Y/N and Lucas. I can’t believe she invited me, did she really want me there? Was it some act of kindness? I hurt her and broke her heart. I walked out on her, how could she still want me there? I sighed. I loved her, hell, I still do. I know that we were young but I thought it was gonna be us standing at that alter not me being invited to see her at the alter. She deserved someone who can make her laugh, smile, someone who can love her, someone who can protect her from the things I couldn’t. She deserves someone better than I could ever be, she deserves the world. I leaned back into the couch and sighed once more. How could I attend this wedding? Did she still consider us friends? Did she still think of me like I thought of her? I wonder if she thinks of all the rainy days, or the flowers I got her. I wonder if she thinks of the ice cream, and the coffee, or the walks late at night. I wonder if she remembers the fights or going to bed angry. Does she ever think of what could I been? I grab the paper and check the box, maybe I’ll ask her for that last dance.
