Oh,why did I ever leave?

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A/N:Picks off from the end of the Elite.There was no rebel attack.There might be future chapters including a rebel attack that were not in the original books.All rights go to Kiera Cass.


America's Pov:

I feel shattered.No,I don't feel shattered , I am shattered.And all that is left are fragile glass pieces on the floor.You can't put them back together.Glue would show,sticky tape is a ludicrous idea. I have to keep my head high though.You can't give him the satisfaction.I wish Maxon stood up for me.He didn't though.He doesn't love me.Love,love me.

Maxon never did.And I wish I didn't let him in my heart for one second.I wish I could've gave him one last kiss.I would trade everything in the whole world for that.Everything.A strike of pain went through my head.Aspen. I need to tell him.I need to tell someone about this.The fact that I love Maxon not him.But my relationship with him was all one-sided.I don't have Marlee;I can't bare to tell my family this.Marlee. How much people are going to go away from life till I finally break.I'm already shattered.

You need to think clearly.

You can't just sit here in a taxi leading to everywhere and nowhere.

Get a grip America.

All of these thoughts are swirling around my head creating a tornado.What am I going to tell my family?They probably already know.King Clarkson would've created a whole Report on a different day talking about how incompatible I am with Maxon.Even though I am no longer at the palace,he's still holding me and dropping me at the sharp edges.Hurting me.We weren't incompatible!I clenched my fish so hard that all of the blood went away from my hand.

You are not going to suffer because of King Clarkson or Maxon. Or any man ever again.

Who would take me anyway?I'm a sobbing wreck.I need to start fresh.Far away from Illea. A place where no one would know me as the fiery red haired girl from the Selection who Maxon eliminated.I should probably start getting packed for Antarctica then.

This is my first fan fiction ever so please give me feedback on how to improve.I might post soon.

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