Bella's second pregnancy

Diary week 2

(Next morning)

Bella's P.O.V

When I woke up, I no longer felt my husband's amazing piano hands. Instead, I feel nausious. I see my brother, Jasper, sitting in a chair in my room, reading one of his books. But, I can't stand the feeling in my stomach anymore. I sprint to the bathroom and throw up again. Then, I felt someone holding my hair back. It was Jasper. He was a good brother, but he could be a mystery at times. Though, if he wasn't holding my hair back, I needed a shower anyways. It wouldn't have mattered.

After what felt like three hours of throwing up, I rose slowly to my feet, made Jasper leave the bathroom, and hopped in the shower. Once I came out, I darted to Edward and I's room, so Jasper wouldn't see me. I got dressed, then walked out into the the living room; only to see it was empty. There was a note on the coffee table from Jasper. It read:

"I'm taking Ness for a couple hours so, do what you please. -J"

I shook my head at the note. It was such a short explanation to explain my little girl's disappearance. Then again, Jasper was a man of few words.

I had a sudden craving for eggs and chocolate. Also, I felt the need to have yogart. I liked it better when all I had to have as a "snack", so to speak, was blood.

Well, I was a little bigger now, and the baby was starving.

So, I made myself some eggs while eating a chocolate bar, along with a little carton of yogart. I knew it wasn't the most appealing meal, but it was what I wanted.

While I ate, I suddenly found myself crying. The tears didn't last long, but I knew my face held signs of streaming tears. After the little crying spell, I felt perfectly fine. As soon as I felt the baby move, I felt eccstatic. I hadn't really had any mood swings, yet. I guess I was just lucky this time around. Go figure.

After I made myself scarf down the food, I decided to sit and watch some TV. Regardless of having the whole house to myself, I chose to sit and do nothing. It was my only option; since I couldn't think of anything else to do.

As I watched the news, a story came on about a woman who'd been lost along with her child in a house fire. It was tradgic- I couldn't bear watch anymore. I decided a nap would be a better option.

I went into Edward and I's room, layed down with the covers pulled up, and drifed into a deep sleep.

Then, I started having a nightmare. It was Edward, Renesmee, the new baby, and myself. We were inside, and a thunderstorm was raging on outside. We were all huddled in the living room with a lanturn in the middle. Edward was telling the kids a ghost story. While he was telling the story, his hands were moving and he knocked the lamps over and a fire started.

Right away, I wanted to open my eyes and see that it was a dream, but it seemed too real to be a dream . . .

The fire was spreading, and I grabbed our newest baby and ran toward the door. Edward was supposed to grab Renesmee and meet me outside. I got outside and down the driveway and expected to see my husband with my little Renesmee. But, he wasn't there. I automatically thought the worst, so I pulled out my phone and dialed 911. The firemen were on the way, and I was still waiting for Edward. Then, right before the firemen came, the house collaped . . .

When I woke up, I was panting heavy and shaking. I scanned the area around me to see what was happening. Then, one of my brothers came and sat by me.

"Bells, are you alright? Did you have a Nightmare?"

It was Emmett. He smoothed my hair back and gently layed me back down. Then, I thought about the scene I'd been trapped in. Scanning the room again, I realized I was in my bedroom and that everyone was safe.

Then, my brother snapped me out of my daze "Bella? Talk to me. Bella!" He sounded frustrated.

"Emmett, calm down." I said, trying to sooth him.

That was, until i heard a crash of thunder. I jumped, gasping a little.

"Relax, it's just a little thunderstorm. It's not gonna last long and Renesmee is in her room, sound asleep." Emmett sounded a lot calmer this time around.

I nodded and asked him if he could lay with me for a little bit until Edward came home. Emmett curled up next to me and wrapped his arms around me to keep me more secure and comfortable.

"Sleep, Bella. You're alright. Edward will be home shortly."

I still didn't like everyone thinking that they had to help me, but I felt safe and I knew that my bear of a brother wouldn't let me get hurt from anything. He was so warm, and I couldn't help but fall asleep . . .