" If you take yo love away from me I'll go crazy , I'll go insane"
Mahogany
" I woke with a baby in my bodyyyy , somehow this turned into a pregnancy but we got no choice but to push this big head girl out oh yeah" I was singing remixing Freaky Friday eating my cheesecake in the kitchen dancing .
Tre walked in laughing and start dancing with me
" I don't see nothing wroooong with a little chicken greasse" Nicki came in singing bringing in our Popeyes food
" ayyye " I said giggling seeing Caleb and Kyrie walk in shaking their head along with Tre .
" y'all just had to get some females pregnant. Y'all just couldn't wait til I got a girlfriend " Caleb said shaking his head
" boy if you don't get chooo pineapple head ass on , we ain't plan this shit"
Damani came downstairs pouting til he seen all of us on the couch in the living room . He had took a nap due to him crying about wanting cake for lunch and not chicken. I was about to piece him up but Tre took him in our room and put him to sleep . I'm assuming he got woken up by us.
" I think I got magic powers " Damani whispered in my ear causing me to giggle
" what magic powers you got " I whispered back to him
" Daddy told me if I fell asleep and focus on just eating my food first then it will be cake here " he whispered back
I looked behind me seeing a carrot cake on top of the table and shook my head laughing
" you a sucka" I told Tre causing him to laugh . I put Damani on my lap so he can eating then Tre took him off and sat him between us.
I pouted , this past week Tre and Damani been on this " I'm a big boy " stuff and I'm said that my baby boy growing up
" it's okay mommy I'm a-"
" big boy . Yea yea yea "
Everybody laughed in shock
" Aye don't start being rude to my little man " Kyrie said shaking his head
I got my food and start eating it , once Tre rubbed my stomach baby girl start going crazy . I sighed and slapped Tre in the back of the neck .
" Let me eat and her eat before you start rubbing my belly . You know she's crazy! "
Caleb spit out his Sprite due to me hitting him the head and laughed hard making Damani laugh his little laugh
" Aye Aye Aye , Don't hit daddy like that "
" The only person you daddy to is this muthafucka right here " I said as I pointed at my tummy .
" And Me !" Damani yelled causing me to giggle
" Yes baby he's ya daddy too "
" I'm yo big daddy " He worded so I could know what he said and not Every body else
I laughed and continued threw everybody plates away and Nicki put the leftover food in the oven and not the Fridge knowing we gonna all come back with in 30
minutes .
There was a ring on the door and I heard a similar voice ask for me "
I came out the kitchen towards the doorway seeing Princess and Camron with Cammy and CJ. They instantly ran to go play with Damani .
Princess brought in roses and gave them to me with pouting lips
" Wassup ..? " I asked looking her up and down noticing she had a black eye causing me to look towards Camron .
He laughed and shook his head
" It wasn't me , Amari punched her in her eye , it was bleeding so I had to whoop his muthafuckin ass " Camron said with a sigh
Princess was just starting at me not knowing what to do . I pulled her into a hug and she calm down til my baby kicked my belly causing her to feel it and look down
" woosah ..wait you're pregn..is it .."
" No it's not Amari's.. I never fucked him . I couldn't find myself having a baby by somebody that was on drugs . I wouldn't know how my baby would turn out "
She nodded and smiled rubbing my belly
" how many months are you "
" 6. "
" wooooah I'm mad, Cj and Cammy made my stomach big asf "
" Well I was dieting when I didn't know I was pregnant so she's not as big as I need her to be yet "
"Omg , it's a she ?! Congrats omg "
" Thanks .." I said and smile
It was a awkwardly silence
" Can I talk to you "
" sure come on "
we went in the backyard and sat in the chairs
" I'm really for what I said , I knew my brother was mean but I didn't think he would hurt people he so called love the way he did. How hard his hit was I could imagine every single hit you took .. I'm so sorry . I love you so much I was just freaking out. I didn't want to lose my brother and once I realized what I did i realized I lost my bestfriend too .."
The pregnancy emotions took over me and I start crying as we hugged each other for what felt like 30 minutes
" I love you too .. I know if you would've known you would've got me out of that shit .. I just want to be grown and handle it myself . Every day I wake up he's not home , he comes home around 5pm being nice just to wash up and and go out then he comes back at 6 am and beat me out my sleep for some food he was suppose to get it when he came home .. it was so heartbreaking to be out in the media , having people take pictures and having to hear " smile and look good for me or Imma hurt you when we get home " it hurted so bad .." I cried into Princess lap and she rubbed my head .
I kept so much shit away from her it hurted . She did hurt me with what happened but I couldn't blame her I could've told her or gave her hints
" it's not ya fault , Don't be stressing that baby girl out . You got a nigga that love you . Keep him , now wipe ya face "
I nodded and wiped my face and we walked back in the house and heard a knock .
" What you doing here Cain ."
- Let me tell y'all some thing . This is my book .. this is my story set up . I know some of y'all mean no harm when y'all say it but but I don't try to make anybody the "bad guy " it's just a story .. in some books they gonna be bad people and in other books they gonna be good people. . It's my book so can y'all stop .
Love you babies, Annese. 👸🏾
