Being Big 1

best friends

YOU ARE THE PRINCE OF CHARM

SEDUCTION IS YOUR ART

YOU'LL NEVER CLAIM MY LOVE

YOU'RE JUST A KING OF HEARTS

YOU ARE MY KING OF HEARTS

I woke up and sat up slowly. I had a head ache like a motherfucker. Shit. I got in the shower after taking two aspirin.

I took a ten minutes shower and brushed my teeth and put on deodorant. I did my hair. I put it in a long braid going down my back. I put on my bra and my boy shorts and then put on a low cut under shirt. I put on my cream colored v neck wool sweater and some tight high waisted jeans. I then put on some cream colored socks and some black boots. I put on burgundy lipstick and some eyeliner. I put a small amount of blush on. I threw on a black jacket and got my bag.

It's been three months since that crap started happening. I don't talk to Rodrigo. It's like we just walk around like awkward strangers. Karina hasn't said anything to me nor has her crew or Domino. I guess they all feel guilty for what they did to me and no longer want anything to do with the situation.

I ate a banana and a bagel and drank some coffee. I've been loving the coffee these past couple of days. It keeps me awake and alert. It also drains me. I've been going to the bathroom a lot and I'm starting to lose my big belly. It's gotten down a lot and I'm glad.

I got up and went outside and waited for my sister. She came out twenty minutes later and got in the car. I sat in the back as always and she drove me to school in silence. We got to the school and I got out and fast walked my way inside. People looked at me and jaws dropped.

"Damn she look good" one guy said.

"She must think she cute. That big ass gut." I heard some haters say.

"THERE GO MY BESTIEEE!" I heard Sonia yell as she ran over to me.

She hugged me and I hugged back. We've become really close. She is like a sister to me. A Latin sister. She be cooking for me. I spend nights at her house and she spends nights at mine. She now knows about my family. She did beat up Mesha and Karina after they jumped me.

We have a bunch of stuff in common. She loves egg rolls like me. We both are addicted to coffee and short because of it. She is a cancer. So am I.

We can finish each others sentences. We get each others jokes. We made a twerk video. Of course Hercules and Sean were in it twerking too. It was hilarious. They helped me make Instagram and KIK. I also now have a twitter. I don't do much in it. Just follow celebrities. We kinda famous on vine. We be doin stupid shit on there.

I walked down the hall with my best friend watching every corner. I had become one of those people who watches her surroundings. I don't know, maybe I'm just like that after being jumped by five people.

Anyway, I got my schedule changed. I'm now in Pre. AP English. I'm passing with As and Bs. Its a very easy class anyway.

I went to my class and Sonia went to hers. I sat and did my work until the bell rang. I then left and went to my next class with my best friend. We learned some new stuff and then did work sheets.

The past month has been busy for me. It has been boring as well. I can't wait until next semester. I'm dreading Valentine's day though.

The day went by slow as shit. I was now saving my money so that I could get a car. I no longer wanted to be in those weird ass car rides with my sister. She never talks to me. I kind of miss her talking shit. I just don't know how to spark up a conversation with her.