Being Big 1

just like he did me.

It was Monday and I heard that Hercules had just started dating a girl. I was butt hurt. I mean I did like him. I thought that he liked me but I guess not. Ugh! Why do boys always do this to me? I always get ditched because I'm fat!

We were now well into the second semester and It was the first of February. I had to save up some money to buy gifts for people. Sonia, Sean, and maybe Hercules. Depends on if he behaves.

I had just walked in the school building. I had on a tight bronze colored sweater that made my already triple ds look like e cups. I sported it with a pair of tight black jeans and some black boots. I had on my usual burgundy lipstick, eyeliner, blush, this time i put on light tan eye shadow to bring out my eyes. I had my pearl earrings on.

Nobody could tell me I didn't look cute. People were really starting to recognize that I actually am the school's best dresser. They would even ask me for tips.

I went to my locker and out up my stuff. I took out my English book and journal and a pen. I then walked to my English class two minutes before school starts. I sat and took the notes that were on the board and right after the bell rang, I began to read my book.

I'm not going to have electives next year, because I'm taking my junior classes then. That means that junior year, I can take senior classes and go to college camp during the summer. Anything to get out of this school as soon as possible. I had already signed up to take my geometry class during the summer so I wouldn't have to next year. That would leave more space for Junior classes.

I finished what all I had to do early in that class, so I left and went to my locker to put things up and get my stuff for next period. I grabbed my Algebra work and turned around to see none other than Hercules and his girlfriend.

I walked over to greet them. I'm not petty. I'm not about to be rude. If anything, I could have her as another friend.

"Hey Hercules. Hey" I greeted them and extended my hand out to her.

She looked at me like I was crazy. She was pretty. But she was also petty. Hercules ignored me and walked off with her. What the hell. I didn't say anything else. I just stood there in shock. I was kind of hurt.

My next class, I told Sonia what happened and she was furious. She texted Sean and told him what happened and made him promise to never bring Hercules to the house anymore. She was mad all through class. It was crazy.

I was off to my last class and that's when I was pulled under the stairs. I've learned a lesson since last time so I started swinging and losing it.

The person grabbing me got hit four times full force. I don't know who I hit, but they got knocked the hell out. I hope it wasn't someone I don't like, cause if I see that its somebody I don't like, I'm not gonna quit swinging.

I turned around and looked up to see Hercules. I rolled my eyes. I swung and slapped his ass. Ole fucker.

"Ouch! Stop hitting me that shit hurts!" he said.

"What ever back stabber. How ima be yo friend one day and the person you ignore cause you got a girlfriend the next?"

"I'm sorry okay? It just has to be like this for a while. I'm just dating her to get popular. That's it. So I can't talk to you or be seen with you anymore." he said.

That really hurt my feelings. I just nodded as tears fell and went to class. I hung my head down. I no longer felt pretty or like I was loved. I was hurt by the fact that he would diss me like that. I'm never talking to him again. Ever!

The end of the day came and I went home. My sister is back to talking shit and so are my parents. I just ignored them and went to my room. I cried for a long time and then took a shower. I then just went to bed. I can't deal.

My phone rang and I answered without looking at the caller ID.

"Hello?" my voice was drowsy and sad as hell.

"I'm so sorry Charmed. I didn't mean to hurt you. I love you. Please don't hang up. I need you. I'll always be there for you."

the person speaking into the receiver had me angry. Had the nerve to call my phone after all this shit. How the hell he get my number though?

After all the shit he done put me through, I hate him and I wish he was dead.

"Domino.... what are you doing calking me? You go with my sister. You're too old for me. You beat me for no reason. You are crazy. If you ever call my phone again, I will tell my sister and show her the call log. Please don't ever come in contact with me again. Goodbye." I hung up in his face.

I went down stairs to my sisters room and started beating on the door. She answered on the third pound.

"I want you to go to Domino and tell his crazy ass to stop calling me! I don't know what you're planning but I will warn you, if you fuck with me bitch I will beat you just like I did our cousin!" I slapped her with the phone and showed her my call log.

"What the fuck! I never told him to call you! I didn't plan shit. Get dressed and lets the fuck go!" my sister put on her clothes and grabbed my arm and dragged me with her.

We got into her car and she started driving. We ended up in front of a nice house. I didn't know where we were. She went up to the door and banged on it with all her might.

"Open up this damn door bitch!" she yelled as she kicked and punched it.

"Bitch didn't I tell you we done?" Domino stood at the door after he opened it. He looked at me and then her and fear filled his face.

"Nigga she 14 and you 17! Da fuck. You gon cheat on me and break up with me then try to mess with my little sister? You on some ol pedophile bullshit! I can't believe you! Put yo hands on her and then try to go with her! The fuck wrong with you! I swear I'm bout to beat yo ass!" she started punching him and slapping him and going ham. I just watched in shock.

She had never stood up for me before. It made me feel happy to finally see that she cared. It's about fucking time. When she finished, he was bleeding. His nose was bleeding, his lip was busted, his right eye was swollen shut. It looked like me when I went to the hospital.

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