Being Big 1

go with what i know

Its been four months since the party, and Hercules death. He was found on a park sidewalk shot four times. One in the head, one in the chest, one in the shoulder, one in the dick.

I don't know what order it was in, I just know it was said on the news. I think Evelyn might have set it up. She seems like the type. Mean and cold hearted.

I sat in my bed. Sonia and Sean were here. We were watching a movie. Rodrigo had been out of town and would be coming back tomorrow.

We all went in my bathroom and stood together. Sonia struck a pose and Sean made a face that I thought was sexy as fuck and put his arm around my shoulder and put his other hand on Sonia's head. I had my hand on my hip and I was slightly bent over. Sonia was turned to the side with her small ass poked out doing duck lips. I was smiling. I put the phone up and snapped a photo. We were in front of the mirror. I posted the photo on Instagram and got 40 likes in 10 minutes. I smiled.

"Damn we popular" Sean said. I shook my head and smirked.

"Shooshyyyy" Sonia said.

"Rawr!" Sean said as he laid on my bed next to me.

"Hahaha! Y'all stupid" I laughed as I laid my head on my fluffy pillow. I was so busy being comfortable that I didn't even hear my phone ringing.

"Girl answer the damn phone for I do" Sean said.

"You will not." I said as I picked up the phone and answered. "Hello?"

"Damn ma what you doing to where you can't answer yo damn phone?" Rodrigo sounded irritated.

"Hush boah. What you want?" I sounded country as hell.

"Damn okay. I want you to dress pretty for me when I come home tomorrow." he said.

"Mhm. Okay" I said.

"Yea. I'm bout to call you back later. My aunt Carla trippin." he said before hanging up in my face.

"I swear you and him just need to go out already. Y'all already joined at the hip anyway." Sonia said.

"Whateva! What ever happened to that nigga you used to talk to anyway?" I got back in my bed

"His ass is a fucking idiot. I had to leave his crazy ass alone." she shook her head.

I left it at that. I started to drift off to sleep. I then felt a large amount of weight collapse on me some time later. I heard Sean's giggles in my ear.

"Mmmmm..." I groaned tiredly.

"Ima need you to get yo little ass up before I stick a pencil in yo booty." he said.

"Hahahaha. Boy move then so I can get up." I said.

"Move me" this nigga really challenging me.

"Okay" I farted loud as fuck and he rolled off me quick as hell.

"THE FUCK BROOO!" he yelled. Sonia laughed loud as fuck.

"You told me to move you." I said after I finished laughing.

"Whatever midget" he said.

"just cause you 6'4 don't mean nothin." I said.

"You short as fuck midget." he said.

"Stop saying that. We are little people!" I said.

"Shut up and gimme hug" he smiled.

"Nope!" I said as I laid back down.

"Then gimme kiss" he said as he got on top of me and puckered up.

"nuh uh." I grunted as I balled my mouth up so he couldn't get access to my lips.

"You on some ole pedophile shit Sean. She only 14 c'mon." Sonia said as she slapped Sean upside the head.

"She may be young but she readdyyyyy!" he sang.

"Boy!" we all burst into laughter.

"You cray" I said as I rolled onto my stomach.

"When you turn 18, five me a call boo." he said to me before he laid a hard slap on my ass.

"Ouch nigga!" he laughed hard and collapsed back on me. He landed on my back and my ass. "You heavy and you smashing me"

"I ain't smashed you yet and if I did, you would know." he joked before humping me.

"Charmed!" I heard my sister yell from down stairs.

"What CeCe!" I yelled back.

"Momma went to the store she be back later" she yelled.

"Idgaf! She not getting me nun so it don't matter!" I yelled and then laid on Sean chest.

"Aw... You wanna go to the store? I'll get you some stuff." he asked as he rubbed his hand through my hair.

"Erm yea. Brb." I spoke in text language.

I walked into my closet and grabbed a sundress. I put it on and then put my hair in a bun. I threw on some earrings and some shoes. I walked back into my room.

"Dang. Always gotta look all sexy." Sean said.

"That ass though!" Sonia ghetto ass said loud as fuck as she smacked my ass.

"Girl quit. Between you and Sean, I don't know who worse with the ass smacking." I said as they followed me down the stairs.

I went outside and stood at Sean's car. I got in back while Sonia and him got in the front. He drove us to Food For Less. I walked in and got  carrying basket.

I grabbed some apples, some pears, some grapes, some Takis, and some hot cheetos. I then went to the soda isle and grabbed a six pack of coke. I got them sugar cookies with the icing and some Oreos. I got seven of those already made sandwiches they have. I got some chicken, corn bread, and greens from the deli. Sean paid for it because he knew I would share. We went home and ate up a storm.

I woke up to an annoying alarm. It's been a week since Rodrigo got home. He and I are friends. He actually got a girlfriend when he was out of town. That really sucks ass because as soon as he got a girlfriend, I was tossed in the friend zone.

Sean is back to college, leaving me lonely as hell without someone constantly getting on my nerves and making me laugh anymore

It's finally summer time and I have nobody but Sonia. I want to work on losing weight. Then maybe someone will like me and not just toss me to the side.

I guess I should just go in with life. Keep hanging out with my awesome best friend. Help my sister find the college she will go to once she graduates. Go with what I know won't change.

hey this is the end. vote and comment dudes

hope you liked this story.

I thought it was kind of boring.

this is what I get for writing when I have writer's block