Sorry...
I'm so.. sorry...
I just..
I really want to take you..
I really want you...
I just..
He cant..
He doesn't...
He hates me
He toyed with me...
He teased me..
He played with me..
He's a joke..
He doesn't deserve me does he?
Why is he acting like this?
Why is he being mean?
Why doesn't he like me the way everyone tells me he does?
Is it just me?
Is he lying?
Am I being fooled?
I don't know..
What's going on?
What's happening?
Does he like someone else?
He doesn't love me the way he used to anymore?
I feel...pained..
I feel...hurt..
I feel......sad
I feel...broken hearted..
My stomach..
My heart..
My words...
My body..
My mind...
They all ache..
Charcoal...
Why don't you love me anymore?
Is it because I have many friends that might be all guys?
Have you found someone else besides me?
Am I that terrible of a person?
I swear, please love me.
Please take me back.
I really want you.
I really love you.
Why did you have to tear my heart more than ever?
Why did you rejected on the end of year party?
Why did you stab my heart a million times more at the end of year pool party as well?
Why do you have to take my heart, throw it, then stab it?
Why must you throw away my heart so quickly and easily?
Why don't you..love me...
WHY DOESN'T HE LOVE ME ANYMORE?
WHAT DID I EVER DO TO HIM?
WHY DID HE REJECT ME??
I THOUGHT HE LOVED ME!
EVERYONE TOLD ME HE LOVED ME!
WHY DOESN'T HE LOVE ME THEN!
THE PAIN, THE HEARTBREAK, THE TEARS!
THEY ALL MAKE ME ACHE FOR LOVE!
I guess...I don't deserve the love I thought i would get.......................
-end of chapter 20
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Mysterious Love
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