These Eyes Wide Open...

Tired

I'm tired...
Tried of the way people treat me.
Tried of what they see me as...
A push over...
Someone they can use or abuse for their own cruel plan...
Tried of having my heart crushed...
Tried of feeling like who I am is never good enough for others...
Tried of being picked Second...
I'm never good for first...
I often wish I could be someone else...
Someone who's not me...
Tried of being someone's personal punching bag for insults...
Too dark...
Ugly...
Skinny...
I'm just tired of being...
Me...